21. Look back

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I didn't get a lot of sleep this night. Every time I closed my eyes, I felt his body against mine, his hands gripping me, his fi-

Okay this is very embarassing Paris. You were never head over heels over someone giving you an orgasm.

Well, maybe because you never had a proper one.

Yes, I never had luck in my past sexual encounters. I mean it's not like I was very experienced. I had just one boyfriend to whom I lost my virginity.

Matthew Hardy.

The blonde haired, green eyed guy which I was so in love with two years ago.

We met in a night club. I was with a few friends trying to have fun. But when a guy bumped into me and poured their red wine on my white dress...the night changed. He helped me, took me home and definitely won me over with his sweet smile.

I couldn't lie, Matthew was a really nice guy. First of all he was smart, a good lawyer, a kind and good looking gentleman. He was everything that I wanted in a man.

He used to treat me so good and I loved him so much. After what I went through in my life, Matthew was like a medicine that healed me. Spending time with him made me forget about my past and just live in the moment.

My relationship with Matthew was beautiful till...

His birthday came and I was throwing a surprise party

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His birthday came and I was throwing a surprise party. It would be just me him and a few close friends.

I already put the decorations and welcomed some friends that came. Everything was so cute. The cake, the presents...Matthew was the only one we waited for.

"He's here, he's here!" Leon announced when he saw Matthew's car parking in front of our building.

We all got ready and turned the lights off.

3...2...1...

Matthew bursted through the door.

"Happy birthday!" We all shouted and started clapping.

But, Matthew wasn't looking really happy. On the contrary, he looked very angry. My smile immediately dropped when i saw him like that.

"Matthew," I went closer to him and tried hugging him but he pulled away.

"Don't you dare touch me." He said angrily as I stood there in surprise just like everyone else.

"What?"

"I can't believe you Paris!" He shouted at my face while I heard a few gasps from the people behind us.

"Matthew-"

"Don't Paris! I know everything, I know the truth. You're a fucking cheater!"

The moment he said that I felt like a knife stabbed me in my heart.

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