Back To December (Sophie and Sian fan fic)

Chapter Three

Chapter three

A/N: Thank you for reading this so far. I Promised this would be a bit happier and it is. Next chapter will be very important for this story, so I guess this is a bit of a filler. Thank you for reading!

She's gone.

My Soulmate. She's gone. She's left.

She loves me. She still does.

My cries get harder and harder.

I lie down on the bench crying hard.

Everything starts to go black, as my cries start to soften, I can feel my self drifting off to sleep.

"I love you Sian" She kisses me hard "I love you baby, I want to show you how much I love you" The kiss gets hotter, she runs her tongue across my lips, she knows that drives me mental, she smirks, that beautiful smirk that makes me melt. "Sian, I..."

"I heard that you've settled down, that you, found a girl and you're married now"

My phone is going off.

Fuck, Where am I?

I realised I'm on the bench, I'm on the bench she left me, It's dark, how long have I been here?

I pick up the phone.

"Hello?" I question, forgetting to look at the name on my phone.

"Oh Sian, Hello!" Oh great, it's my mum and she's drunk, again, fucking surprise.

Ever since I left Sophie, her drinking problems have got worse, It's made me miss Sophie even more. I'd always be able to escape to Sophie.

"We're going out tonight and won't be back home until tomorrow night. I've left some money for dinner. Bye"

"Bye Mu-" She's hung up, great. At least I'm alone for tonight.

I look at at the time. Shit I better be getting home. Plus I'm fucking freezing.

Sophie's POV:

That was harder than I ever expected. I've hated my life since she left. Half of me hoped she'd come back. I was so stupid. I've grown up so much over the past year, I've seen what my life is like without her and I just can't handle it.

She's fucking everything to me, absolutely everything to me.

Walking away from her, was the hardest thing I've ever done. But I had to, she has to get over me, I'm tired of hurting her. She does deserve better than me.

I sit at the train station, waiting my train back to Manchester. This is probably the last time I'll be in Southport. I don't want to walk into her in the street. When I grabbed her. I felt my fireworks, she just has this effect on me.

I've not dated anyone since, I've not kissed anyone since her. I don't want to. I could be an 80 year old woman sat in my rocking chair, and I will still be madly in love with that girl. She's my soulmate, I'm sure of it. So sure about it.

My train pulls up at the platform. This is it. "Goodbye Southport. Goodbye Sian"

I mutter

"I love you"

And board the train. Leaving Sian behind.

Sian's POV:

Where did I put my keys?

I'm soaked. Stupid rain.

I hate the north west. I need to move, get away, maybe new york or something. England is nothing without Sophie, nothing without the girl I love. I can't believe today. I can't believe she left me. I should've told her that I love her too.

Screw it, I've had enough, I'm going to bed, It's late anyway.

Running through my head, is the thoughts of today. What if she didn't lie. It wouldn't surprise me if my parents lied to me. They just want me to be straight. Marry off to a nice boy. I don't want that. I want Sophie back. The Sophie I fell for back.

I can feel myself drifting off to sleep.

"Sian! I told you I love you!" She grabs my face and kisses me, It feel fireworks.

"Marry me? I just want to be with you, forever, I'm so in love with you."

I feel tear running across my cheek which wakes me up. It's sunny outside which lets me know it's morning.

I really need a shower. I feel so horrible after last night. I need a shower. I need to wash away this feeling.

I've never seen Sophie look so weak before. I love her so much. I just want to be with her. But I still think she was lying.

I enter my parents room, they're still not back. Ha. Shock. I check under the bed for towels.

Wait.

What's this? It looks like a letter?

Wait, That's Sophie's writing.

I quickly open the letter

To Sian,

I've tried contacting you, I've even been round to your house, but I was told you no longer live there. I've tried this letter to hope it gets redirected to your new house.

I'm so confused! I've not moved house since I left. I'm so confused, I wonder when she visited me? My parents would have told me? Although, she'd recognize my parents. I need to ask about this.

I continued reading the letter, it explained everything that happened between her and amber, how lost she's been without me. Wow I miss her.

Sian, I love you. Losing you was the worst moment of my life. I just hope you find someone truly amazing.

I miss you. I miss the love of my life, I miss my best friend. I understand fully why you don't want me. Just know I think you're beautiful.

Love, Sophie Webster xxxx

I sat and cried. I just needed to get it out.

Right. I need a shower.

It's new years eve. Two years ago I slept with Sophie for the first time. One of the best days of my life. If I find out my parents lied to me. I'm going to get my girl back. Because I fucking need her.