Notes

9: What if?

What if I was smarter? Would they be proud of me?

What if my parents weren't like this? Would I turned out better?

What if I drank with you yesterday? Would I have been happier now?

What if I called you then? Would I become courageous?

What if I talked to the lonely boy? Would he still be faking a smile?

What if I was more insensitive? Would I be cool?

What if I disappeared? Would the world be a happier place?

What if the world was ending? Would you call to check up on me?

Gun pointed at me,

I would want to stay here longer,

Until I have no more regrets.

What if I studied more? I could be someone important.

What if my parents weren't like this? I like the current me.

What if I drank with you yesterday? I may enjoy it, I will come next time.

What if I called you then? Something would've changed.

What if I talked to the lonely boy? We could be friends.

What if I was more insensitive? Why would I?

What if I disappeared? My friends and family would miss me.

What if the world was ending? Then I would have lived a happy life...