MONSTER || 𝐉𝐉𝐊✓

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★ Death ★

Jungkook's pov

"you shouldn't have said that, now look what you got yourself into. I told you to be quiet!" I spoke in between of my deep breaths as I tried to control myself. My fingers is still wrapped around her neck.

Then I noticed something unusual, her face turned pale and she wasn't fighting back anymore. Her eyes were closed and her body was cold. I quickly detached my hand from her neck and with a thud, she collapsed on the ground her body showing no movements.

Did I killed her?

"Oh no no no no heaven? Baby? Wake up" I kneeled down to her level and wrapped my arms around her body my voice was shaky and then fear froze my mind, fear of her getting away from me, fear of losing her.

"no this can't be happening, you can't leave me, you're not leaving me!" I shoke her body violently hoping that she would wake up but she felt lifeless.

She wasn't breathing anymore, I pressed my head against her chest to check her heartbeat, it was beating at a very slow rate. She was still alive.

I picked her up and took her to the bedroom, her temperature was very low and her body was freezing. I kicked the bedroom door open and placed her on the bed covering her with thick covers.

I sat beside her and rubbed her hands as I felt a warm liquid running down my cheeks. And after a very long time, I cried. I cried because I almost killed the love of my life and looking at her lifeless body made my heart completely shatter.

Heaven's pov

My eyelids felt extremely heavy, I felt so much weaker. My neck felt as sore as ever.

I didn't die? I survived even after all this?

I thought I had enough, I thought my body can't handle any of this anymore, then why am I still alive?

I slowly opened my eyes only to find jungkook sitting next to me, "are you okay?" he asked me. His eyes were completely red as if he was crying for long. I nodded my head weakly, he pulled me into a hug, a very gentle hug.

"I'm so so sorry baby i didn't mean to hurt you let alone do such a horrible thing to you, I don't know what got into me earlier. I'm sorry about everything" he spoke as he rubbed my back.

I have always been that kind of person who forgives everyone for their wrongdoings but how can I forgive him for this? He sounded genuine but he almost killed me. I knew death was the only way to get away from him but I actually never wanted to force it on myself until it came naturally.

"Jungkook I feel cold" my voice came out weak, I was barely even audible. I felt like I was freezing despite being completely covered with thick covers. He got up and placed another warm duvet cover over me. But I was still shivering and he noticed that. The only thing that could make me feel at ease was body heat and he knew that.

Without wasting any time he got inside the bed pulled me close to him, my head resting on his arm and my face buried in his chest. He kept rubbing my back and I could feel his body heat. As much as I want to deny it, it felt so good and comfortable. This was wrong, I knew it was but he was the only person who could help me right now and with that I fell asleep in his arms.

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It's been few weeks since that incident happened and after that jungkook started staying away from me completely. Since that day jungkook just leaves me all alone in this huge mansion. He wakes up before me and just leave the house. Sometimes he doesn't even comes home at night and when he does, he sleeps further away from me unlike before.

I knew it was better than being hurt by him but after all I was a human, I need human interactions too. I need someone to talk to but I guess he does not care about that. All he cares about keeping me captive here. I have lost the track of time and I don't even know how long I have been here, probably few months now. All I do is sleep, eat and watch tv. I couldn't find a single news channel on the tv and I think jungkook did that on purpose so I would be completely unaware of the outer world.

I turned off the big screen in front of me and glanced at the clock and it was already past twelve. I heard the sound of main door being unlocked and I knew it was jungkook. I watched him go upstairs as he didn't even glanced at me once. He looked different and to be exact he looked sad and frustrated. Is something wrong?

After a while I made my way upstairs, as I entered the bedroom i saw that jungkook was sitting on the edge of the bed and his head was hung low, that was very unlike him.

"jungkook are you okay?" I asked as I stepped closer to him, but he didn't respond.

I was standing in front of him but he didn't even looked at me once.
I cupped his cheeks softly and made him look at me.

His eyes were completely red, he was crying. this was actually the first time I've seen him crying. I knew he cried the day he almost killed me but eventually he stopped before I woke up. He looked completely broken right now.

"jungkook what's wrong? Are you okay? Did something happened?" I asked him worriedly, there was something probably wrong, he wouldn't have acted this way if he was okay.

He hugged my waist tightly and started crying more and of course I comforted him.

"ta-taehyung died" he cried and I felt my heart breaking into pieces.

"what? H-how?"

"we went on a mission and we were almost heading out b-but taehyung said that forgot something inside the building, just as he en-entered the building, it- it exploded. I tried searching for him everywhere but the fire was uncontrollable and I could find him anywhere, the only thing I found was his watch on the floor and that means only o-one thing." he sobbed uncontrollably

"this is so wrong, I should've died instead of him. He does not deserve this" he cried more.

I was not really close to taehyung but I knew he was a great man and that he always cared for me. Tears started streaming down my face but I can't be weak right now.

It must be really hard for jungkook, he was extremely close to him. They were like brothers and I can't even imagine how he must be feeling now.

"it's not your fault jungkook, don't say that" I tried comforting him, knowing that he was blaming himself for all this.

"You're tired, let's sleep okay?" I calmed him, We got into bed and he pulled me closer to him, his head buried on my neck. But he continued crying as his grip around me tightened. He really needed someone to be by his side.

I hope this all was just a dream, a really bad dream. I wish nothing bad had happened to taehyung, I wish everything was a dream.....

After some time jungkook relaxed, his eyes closed as he fell into deep slumber.

I wonder how he will be when I get away from him? Will he be all alone then?

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