✧・゚: ✧・゚: If this moment passes, As though it hadn't happened I’m scared I'll lose you :・゚✧:・゚✧
Heaven didn't gain consciousness for next two days and then she woke up. She realised that she has lost the only reason she was living for. Her baby was no more.There was no emotion her in eyes. she felt so lifeless. Broken to a point that no amount of therapy could ever make her normal.
For a day she was numb, only staring at the wall. then from the next day she began crying. It's been now three days and she's still crying. Jungkook thinks she might go insane if she keeps crying like that, she doesn't eat, sleep or speak anything at all.
It makes him really concerned now. He carefully looked at her state. Her hands were wrapped around her legs and she hid her face between her knees while crying.
Jungkook sat beside her, he put his hand over her shoulder trying to comfort her “heaven please don't cry”
She didn't responded and stayed at her place. Jungkook obviously didn't like it. “I said stop crying!” with that he hugged her from behind.
For a moment she stayed the same but then she started to struggle violently in his grip like a maniac.
He realised that she needs to be calmed down. Jungkook had no choice but to give her anesthesia. He grabbed her body with his one hand while the other one injected her.
She struggled for a minute then her body started to lose control “jungkook- no - don't- stop- leave” she could only mumbled incoherent words.
“Why are you acting like this heaven?” he mumbled pulling her close to himself. Her state makes him so concerned, he didn't wanted her to go crazy.
“you don’t know how much i hate being this way- but i can’t change. i’ve tried to be tolerant, but you lied to me and i cannot ignore it. i never claimed to be a good person if you didn't wanted this to happen then you should have never acted like you loved me" holding her face close to his, he spoke his heart out, heaven was barely conscious by now.
“I had my eyes on you first, I confessed to you first, i made you mine first then why can't I be the only man in your life? I never loved anyone but you, you were my first and last love! But it's okay, If I can't be your first love, then I intend on being your last, however long it takes”
Wrapping his hand around her body, he held onto her tight, hoping that the world would stop so he could have her in his arms like this for an eternity.
“I don't understand why you're so sad over that thing that you have never even seen? I can't bear you seeing you have someone else's child. You wanted a baby so bad? I'll give it to you. Maybe this is the only way we can start our new life.”
He kissed her over and over, it's just the way she is. Her soft skin makes him lose control and even if he tries he can never truly hate her, even for a moment.
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