Secrets of a preachers daughter

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Short, Excuse any mistakes ✨

Karen

Service was over and I was ready to go, little do Drew know I had Vickie over there moving my stuff to Tyanna's house.

I thought I could forgive him but nah, not right now. It feels like a stab in the heart, he knew he hurt me cause every time he'd look my way water filled his eyes. He knew he messed up with me, to be real he looked more hurt than I was.

I was going back to my office after the church was empty. I just needed a moment to talk to god and ask him guidance, to deal with this situation.

A knock came at the door and I had a good hunch it was him. Did I wanna see him no, talk to him no. But of course my heart will always hold a weak spot for him, plus he is my husband."

"Come in."

"Hi."

"Hey."

"Karen I—."

"Drew, why?"

"It's before we got together, she's been calling me in the middle of the night constantly to go see bout him and things." Why would she pick now to try to pin him to the baby? These females are weird.

"So he is yours?"

"To be real with you Karen I don't know."

"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning."

"Because she's just brought it up."

"So you have had sex before marriage with someone else?"

"Yes."

"Drew, honesty. You should've told me, we wouldn't be in half the mess we're in now."

"I know." He sighed sitting in the chair that was in front of my desk

"Yea."

"You look beautiful today."

"Thank you."

"Welcome as always."

"Yea, well I guess I better going."

"Here let me get your coat."

"Let me ask you, is she prettier than me?"

"No never, there is no one and I mean no one prettier than you baby."

"Yea."

"How's my son in there?"

"He's great."

I was trying my hardest to avoid him and his gaze.

"Karen, I'd never hurt you intentionally. I love you more than my life itself. I'm so sorry, sorry I didn't tell you the truth. I betrayed your love and I'm so so sorry Karen. I know it's gone take time and I fully understand that, just hold on and let us work through this ok?"

Tears fell from his eyes as he walked up to me holding out his hand.

"Don't leave me, don't let go. I love you."

" I love you too Drew, just give me some time ok."

"How much time?"

"I don't know, a month maybe? Yea a month."

"Karen, I can't go that long without you."

"Drew."

"Karen you know I can't."

"Drew, get a test done to make sure it's yours. Please."

"I will." I grabbed my keys heading out the door.

"Let me walk you to the car." He hooked his arm with mines kissing my cheek.

"Understand Karen you are the most wonderful human being to walk the planet. My actions were completely wrong in every way, I apologize sincerely and deeply. I ask that we work through this and let it not be used against us. I will from now on take you with me everywhere I go, I don't care if it's all guys I'll stay home. Being with you is all I ever want to do, you're my heart let's just stop for a moment."

We stopped in front of my car he searched my eyes and his started watering up again.

"You're everything to me, you hear me. I love you immensely and whole heartedly. You're my girl, my bestfriend, my lover forever. I was weak and fell for temptation, I can admit that. But it will never ever happen again, I'm only falling for temptation over you and I mean that."

"You understand me." His finger lifted my head up so I would be able to look into his eyes.

"I can't say it enough, I am sorry Karen. I love you Karen, Always and forever..."

"Til death do us part." We said in unison as we leaned in for a kiss, it gave me a feeling I never ever felt before. It held his apology and my forgiveness. Though I wasn't gonna tell him that.

"You love me Karen?"

"Always John."

"Good, you're my heart babygirl."

"And You're mine."

"See you at the house?"

"Actually I'll be at Tyanna's."

"Really? For how long?"

"However long I need to be out."

"Can I follow behind you to make sure you're safe?"

"Yea Drew you can." We let go as we got in our cars pulling off one after another. I'll give it a month before I go back home. Maybe we needed this breather to collect ourselves. Me personally I got a lil sumn up my sleeves that's gone have him behind me like a dog on a leash....