Larry Stylinson (Jealousy)

Chapter 9

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Harry's POV

Just being in Louis' arms calmed me down. By the time we got to our house, I had almost dozed off. I felt someone nudge me softly, then a bit harder when I didn't respond.

"Harry, you're home!" Louis whispered in my ear. I shivered slightly and buried my head into the crook of his neck. He tensed up and I wondered why. Then I remembered.

He doesn't have a clue who I was.

Of course he is going to be like that with someone he doesn't know. I sighed and moved away from him.

"Erm, will you be okay by yourself?" He asked me tentatively. He was so sweet. He didn't even know who I was and he was worried about me. Love swirled inside of me and I was pretty sure Louis could see it in the way I was looking at him.

"Yeah, I'll be fine." I managed to croak out. It was a terrible lie and I'm pretty sure Louis didn't believe me, but what was I meant to do? Say 'Oh no I don't think I will Lou, stay with me for the night like you used to do?' yeah, that wasn't gonna happen.

He nodded slowly before moving out of the way so I could get out of the car. I walked up to my front door and looked back to see the car driving away. Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't help but let them flow.

God, why did this have to happen? I let myself in the house and sprawled out on the sofa. I cried and cried and then I cried some more until I heard a small knock on my door. Who the hell could it be? it was almost midnight.

I sighed and trudged over to the door, not bothering to wipe away the tears and not bothering to check who it was.

I definitely wasn't expecting him to be here.

He had come back.

Louis was stood right in front of me, his hair a bit of a mess looking worried as hell.

"Harry." He breathed out. He searched my face and looked up at me with sympathy. He has probably seen the tears. Damn.

"Lou..." I trailed off, wondering why he was here.

"I have no idea who you are." He stated. My heart dropped even more, if that was actually possible.

"Yeah I know Louis, the - "

"But." He cut me off. "I can tell you're a sweet guy and I know you meant something to me because I can't help but feel this weird feeling when I'm around you. I don't know what it means yet so you'll have to give me time to realise what it does mean. Until then, I'm not just gonna up and leave you. I'm pretty sure I would have stayed with you before and even if I wouldn't have done, I refuse to leave you while you're in this state. Okay?" Louis took a deep breath, looking deeply at me.

I didn't think. I couldn't think. I just did what felt natural.

So I kissed him.

I pushed him up against the wall and kissed him fiercely. He was stunned for a few seconds and just as I was about to pull away - because wow Harry, what a stupid thing to do - he slowly started to kiss me back.

Everything inside of me that I have been feeling for these past few months were put into that kiss. Louis didn't return the kiss with the same emotion, but I could tell there was something there. I knew my Louis, and I knew right now, he was thinking. He was working something out. And I took that as a good sign.

I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him into me more. He put his arms around my neck and kissed me even more. My hands roamed his chest and boy had I missed this. My hands went to the hem of his t-shirt as I started to pull it up. He quickly stopped me and moved away.

My heart clenched but I understood why he did it. I nodded silently at him, telling him I understand so he didn't have to explain. I was going to have to go slow. I didn't mind though.

He ran his hands through his hair before laughing nervously.

"Wow." He said simply. I smirked at him and looked at him fondly while he bit his lip. I moved my hand so I was pulling his lip out from his teeth.

"I know." I said softly and he smiled at the ground. I cleared my throat.

"Erm.. Do you want to use the spare room?" I asked nervously. I didn't want to push him by asking if he wanted to share a room with me.

"Yeah please." He breathed out. I nodded shortly before showing him the way.

"I'm just down there if you need anything." I told him, pointing to my room. He nodded before mumbling a 'thanks'. I sighed as he shut the door. This was going to be really hard, but I would - I had to - get through it. For Louis.

I climbed into my own bed after undressing to just my boxers. I thought it would be really rude of me to sleep naked while I had a guest. If it was normal Louis, it would be okay, but I don't want to make him feel weird or awkward.

I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight. I haven't slept properly since he left me months ago. I tossed and turned just like every other night. Just as I was dozing off, I felt the bed dip.

I rolled over to see Louis quietly getting into bed. I couldn't contain my smile.

"Hi." Louis whispered to me.

"Oops." I said giggling slightly. Louis looked at me puzzled and then I remembered that he didn't remember that they were our first words to each other. I just shook my head at him and smiled softly.

"They were our first words to each other." I said and realisation spread across his face.

"Good night Harry." He chuckled slightly, turning over and going to sleep.

"Night." I whispered back.

I slept well that night. For the first time in ages I slept well. And that was all thanks to Louis.

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