Tangled

You in my arms

Thanit's POV

" I don't want it thanit, I don't want any
of these I don't want to feel this lowly, I want my life back, the life in which I never care about anything else except me, in want that back I don't want this heartbroken, crying , lewd, clingy me. I despised these things how could I be this, how could I be like this".

"I want my life back".

He was still crying near my feet, I seriously don't even have the guts to even apologize to him, I mean it's all my fault I knew from the start that I can't give him what he wants then also I lead him this way.

I lead him till his whole demeanour changed & now he is like this because of me.

I bend down to him, put a hand on his hair & other on his back soothingly.

"Heyyy shhh shhh it's not your fault shhh" I started cooing him, with his head on my shoulder.

He was still sobbing, since god knows how long. He suddenly got up,

"I should go" & he got up without even looking at me. I hold his hand

"Aran look at me"

"You should go home it's getting late"

"Aran come here we need to talk".

"No please thanit I need to go" I pulled him towards my chest.

"Hey look at me baby" I lifted his chin but he closed his eyes.

"Aran please baby show me those beautiful eyes"

"They are not beautiful" he said

"They are for me" I said stubbornly. He dived in my neck & inhaled deeply.

"Please thanit stop giving me hope when you are going to break them". I pulled his head out of my neck. This time he looked at me.

"Be my boyfriend" I asked & he was shocked.

"Don't say something you can't do please & don't pity me" he begged.

"I am not, I really liked you before it's not like I am saying because of sympathy or pity, I really want it"

"But your dad?" I took a deep breath, I don't know what to say but I can't leave him all sobbing & crying because of me.

"You are not going to tell him me neither so when he will know we will see it".

"Are you sure?" he asked with hope.

"I am unless you are not"

"I am I am I'm more sure than anything" he chanted making me chuckle.

"So you are mine" I said he put his hands around my neck

"And you are mine only mine".

"Hmmm, How about we seal the deal" I asked.

"Huh" then I kissed him & in no time he kissed me back. I pulled back opened my car doors then pushed him on the backseat & reconnected my lips. Our innocent kiss has turned into a heated make out. In which we were literally eating each other's face.

"Let me remove her touch" I said creasing his lips. To which he smiled.

"All yours" then I started kissing his neck, he opened my shirt I opened his. We were hungrily enjoying each other skin, I was rubbing her lipstick marks away from his chest, & giving him mine while he was moaning melodious tunes for me to hear. After all licking, rubbing, sucking & some here n there we decided not to take it another level.