[homophobia ahead]
sieana
i finished signing my signature on the last paper and let out a sigh as i dropped the golden pen on the coffee table lightly
good God im fucking done.
i ran my hand over my slick back hair and dropped my head
i lifted my head to drink the rest of my coffee, fixed my papers and then stood up
i dropped my empty coffee cup in the trash on my way out of the door
my ass hurts from sitting down for three hours and i was in desperate need of some sleep right now.
as i walked down the side walk, my phone rung in the pocket of my trousers
i balanced the thick stack of papers in my left arm while my right hand dug in my pocket to fish out my phone
once i grabbed it i answered the call coming from my dad
"hey father," i said, my voice picking up from its usual monotone to a cheery one.
i love my dad, he's the best person anyone could ever ask for but he had gotten depressed over the past years when mom left us because she couldnt accept i was lesbian
she was homophobic and left us in the dust
FLASHBACK: 2 years ago
my parents sat down on the living room couch across from me.
i felt the nervousness spreading through me quickly, it showing through my fingers that drummed against my bouncing thigh
this is it. i was finally going to come out to my parents at the age of twenty-four
i found out i was lesbian at 18, was in denial for two years then came to terms with it towards the end of the year. i had my first girlfriend then as time grew so did my sexuality
i found out i liked a certain lifestyle and went to explore it a little more
now at twenty-four i was ready to tell them about being lesbian. i'll tell them about my double lifestyle a little down the line from now
dad came over to the couch i was sitting on and pressed a tender kiss against my forward
i felt my nerves slowly ease a way at the gesture and smiled lightly
"i can sense your nervousness, sweetheart and dont worry you can tell us anything" he placed his huge hand on my knee lovingly
i let out a quiet sigh and nod
he patted my knee twice then stood up and went back over to mom who was smiling
okay, lets get this over with
deep breathes
"mom... dad... i hope this dont change you guys perspective of me as i still am and always will be your daughter. ive known this since i was eighteen and ive finally decided its the time to tell you that im... im lesbian"
my eyes fluttered shut in fear of the reactions on their face before i let them open up slowly
all i saw was the shock on both their faces
i felt like i was suffocating under the tense quietness
after a few seconds that really felt like eternity... i got a reaction.
a grin spread across dad's face. "well thats just great honey!"
tear stung the corners of my eyes and i swallowed hard
"r-really?" i stammered, a ball forming in the middle of my throat at the relief i was feeling from his approval
"of course, sweetheart. i still love you just the same. you'll always be dad's little princess in my eyes" he cooed and stood up
he came over and pulled me into a hug making me sob into his chest
this... this feels amazing
after a few minutes my cries died down and i pulled from his arms. i wiped my eyes with the back of my hand then my eyes drifted off to mother when i realize she hadnt said anything
dad noticed this too and we looked at her
"m-mom?" i whispered
she blinked rapidly and shook her head
"d-d-dont m-mom me!" she shouted, standing up and backing away a bit as if she was disgusted at me
i looked at dad for help and he stood up
"now stephanie dont be like that. she's your daughter" dad said softly trying to diffuse the situation
"no. n-no" she swallowed hard, shaking her head in disbelief. " she- that- it- thats a sin! and- and- and disgusting! what will my friends think of me when they find out that-that i have a daughter that does those things?! what will they think matthew!"
FLASHBACK OVER
ever since that day i hadnt seen her again and dad, i felt something shift in him that day
instead of the cheerfulness wrapping around him like a thick blanket all the time it was instead a shower of darkness looming over him
but somehow he still was able to be happy when talking to me
YOU ARE READING
Dominate You
Aventura[There is spelling errors and it's confusing sometimes but I'll try my best to look for them before publishing a chapter] shes the perfect dom for me.
