Dominate You

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝟮𝟴| Still Not Over Her

[slurs ahead]

sieana 

moth- stephanie stared at me in shock, her mouth wide open but then quickly snapped shut

"sieana?"

i nod slowly

its just been two years woman. i havent changed much...have i?

a grimace took over her face and i almost flinched 

"back up from me if youre still gay" she spat, "i dont want to catch that"

i shouldnt have been as surprised as i was, really

"and dont call me fucking mother dyke!" her voice rose a couple octaves getting a couple eyes sent our way

tears of embarrassment pooled in my eyes but it was then replaced by anger 

i havent cried in two years since that day and i wasnt about to start again, hopefully 

"fuck you" i spat out

stephanie looked flabbergasted but i gave her no time to say anything as i spun my buggy around and walked away

i discarded it toward my way out of the store and stomped out of the place

-me
be here in a hour or punishment.

i sent the message to ariel before swiping away from her contact and went to my dad's, pressing the call button 

on the first ring he answered, 

"hello kiddo" his rough, raspy voice came through the phone

i pushed the black device to my ear and walked into my closet 

"hey dad. guess who i saw at walmart today"

"Beyonce?" he joked with a chuckle 

"im serious" i sighed 

"sorry sweetheart. who did you see?" he asked more seriously now

"stephanie."

the line grew silent and i pulled away to see if he was still on the phone; he was

just as i was about to push it back to my ear, ariel texted 

-ariel
yes maam

i swallowed hard and ignored the feeling in my stomach as i pressed the phone to the right side of my face 

i pulled open my drawer and searched through my lingerie 

"you still there dad?" 

"s-stephanie w-was there?" he stammered, his voice trembling 

my heart cracked for my old man 

it hurt to hear that he still wasnt over her even after what she did to him 

"dad..."

"is she still there? i-i have to s-see her! wh-which was it-"

"no, dad" i said sternly. "i didnt call you so you could go see her" i scolded. "she hasnt changed"

"w-what?"

my voice lowered to an insecure whisper 

"she called me slurs in the middle of a crowed walmart"

once again, the line grew silent but from him shakily exhaling every second i knew he was still there 

"i-im sorry, sweet heart. are y-you, okay?" he stammered, still trying to process the information of me seeing her i assume 

"im fine, dad. i just wanted to tell you"

just as i finished my sentence i heard the ring of my doorbell 

"actually i have to go but i promise i will visit you soon, okay?"

"okay sweet heart, i love you"

"i love you too."

i hung up the phone and took my time slipping on the lingerie. i set my room lights to a dark color, not red— thats to overrated but a dark color 

i picked up my phone from where i previously sat it 

-me
come up

[sieana lingerie]