"OH I NEED YOUR LOVE BABE, JUST LIKE I NEED YOU." a series of letters from elise to her... best friend? book 2 in letters to a lover series !!! ranboo x f!oc
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dear ranboo,
it has been over a year since you went to the uk and since we broke up. we did a stream together last month to celebrate the one year mark of your england trip. i couldn't say i was "celebrating" it, but i was on your stream.
we vowed to not get caught up in social media this time. we promised social media would not tear apart like it did last time. you make me too happy, i couldn't let that happen.
it is raining today. i missed the rain, it hasn't rained in a few weeks. its so relaxing just to look out at the rain and listen to the sounds of it hitting the ground. i remember one time we sat on the balcony connecting to your room while it rained. it was right after i moved to belleville. that was a moment we bonded over.
it was a few months before we started dating, and i already had a huge fucking crush on you. i grabbed your hand, and blushed. you looked so pretty that night. you pulled me out of some dark times.
i have to thank you for that. i dont think i will ever be able to thank you for everything you have done for me. no matter how many times i tell you i love you. no matter how many times i kiss your lips, no matter how much time we spend together, you will never be thanked enough.
you have helped me more than i will probably ever help you, and i feel guilty about that for some reason. i hope i have brought you some joy in life!
i hope, no, i know that we wont be driven apart the same way we were last time. i will not let social media, or anything for that matter, break us apart. i love you too much for that. we love each other too much for that.
our relationship is at a great point right now. we have only been dating for two months (since we got back together), but its like we picked back up where we left it when it was at a healthy point.
i regret breaking up with you. it was more a mutual breakup, it wasn't me. it really was a right person, wrong time. we needed to grow up, we needed to realize life was more than our little influencer lives. we both needed to mature before this could work.
and i think during this time apart we did mature. we popped the bubble we were stuck in, and got hit with reality. the reality was we weren't together anymore. we didnt have eachother to rely on, and we both came to the realization of how fucking selfish we were for the last few months of our relationship.
so maybe it is good we broke up. i dont know. you could look at it from either way.
we are meant for each other. i hope we spend the foreseeable future together, and past then. i just love everything about you. your smile, your humor, your everything. it seems i have figured out a lot of things about my life throughout the past year. thank you for everything ranboo.
sincerely, elise, july 28th 2022
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