Some days i wonder if ..
They didn't lie and betray my trust 
If we would still be friends 
                              Some nights i cry 
Because if i didn't say it how i did
If i didn't pretend i knew your lie 
Would you still be here with me
                              Some days i sit and look like a lark 
But i wonder if...
If i tell them how i really feel, what I'm really thinking... 
If they'll look at me differently and put me in the 'dark'
                              I wake up early, anticipating a conversation with you 
But if.. If i didn't listen to the masses 
If i had realized that the "M" was not supposed to be there... 
Would u still love me? 
                              I may sound thirsty for love 
But I'm only human
I sit and think if .. 
If i had only said the four words that to me were so dread..
Would you still be my number one?
                              If i open up to everyone 
Would they understand?
                              If i reveal my dark side
Would they still love me? 
Would they love mine? My dark side?
                              If i continue to try and fit in
Will i get lost in the crowds? 
                              If... I wonder if ... Just if... What if... 
Im... Slowly going insane? 
                              Lonner_gurrl
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Poems for Anonymous
PoetryThis is just a collection of poems or paragraphs that i wrote. Some of them are about me, some aren't. It's really just a thing i do in my spare time. Hope you like it.
 
                                               
                                                  