If

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Some days i wonder if ..
They didn't lie and betray my trust
If we would still be friends

Some nights i cry
Because if i didn't say it how i did
If i didn't pretend i knew your lie
Would you still be here with me

Some days i sit and look like a lark
But i wonder if...
If i tell them how i really feel, what I'm really thinking...
If they'll look at me differently and put me in the 'dark'

I wake up early, anticipating a conversation with you
But if.. If i didn't listen to the masses
If i had realized that the "M" was not supposed to be there...
Would u still love me?

I may sound thirsty for love
But I'm only human
I sit and think if ..
If i had only said the four words that to me were so dread..
Would you still be my number one?

If i open up to everyone
Would they understand?

If i reveal my dark side
Would they still love me?
Would they love mine? My dark side?

If i continue to try and fit in
Will i get lost in the crowds?

If... I wonder if ... Just if... What if...
Im... Slowly going insane?

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