Always and Forever

eleven

⚠️TW this chapter contains abuse and mention of drugs.

I woke up at 6am. I woke up because i had a strange feeling in my stomach. I felt uneasy and i didn't know why.

I quietly sat up on Leah's bed as the beautiful blonde girl was fast sleep beside me and i didn't want to wake her. Once i had sat up, i took my phone from the nightstand and turned it on. First things first, i turned my brightness down so my eyes could actually adjust and once i had done that i started looking through my notifications when i had one from a number on messages. I clicked on the message and found out immediately who's number it was.

The number belonged to my mother. The one and only. I sighed knowing that i shouldn't have clicked the message but despite wanting to put my phone down and go back to bed i knew i couldn't. I had to read the message and i had to respond.

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Was nice seeing you play yesterday. You were shit.

Yeah? The media definitely thought different

Your father knows his stuff and he agrees you were shit. That team you play for, you're their worst player. You don't deserve the honour to play for your country. There's other lovely wee girls out there who can't get their chance because of shit players like you!

I agree. There is fantastic players out there who haven't got their opportunity yet but there isn't much i can do about that. I know how lucky i am. It just sucks that my managers have a different opinion from you, doesn't it?

Lets cut the shut and get to the point. You need to break up with you girlfriend.

Let me stop you right there. You know that ain't gonna happen.

You either break up with her and never speak to her again or meet me and your dad right now.

Fine. Where? I'll be there. I'm not leaving her and i'm not hurting her. Do what you want to me, i don't care.

There's this park. Next to cafe Nero. Meet us there, right now.

Yeah, i'm gonna need more information than that.

(address)

okay.
Read at 6:15am.

I know what they're going to do. They're going to hurt me but Leah told me she will fight tooth and nail for me and i'll fight tooth and nail for her and for us. She means so much to me and i'm not going to leave her. I'm absolutely nothing without her so i don't care what they do. Leah is the girl i'm going to marry. She's the girl i'm going to have a family with and she's the girl i'm going to move in with. No one will be changing that and that's for sure.

I gently got out of the bed. I found a pair of Leah's joggers and one of her hoodies. I threw that on and put my hair up into a messy bun. I put my air forces on and before i left i kissed Leah's forehead and i messaged her. I know, i should take my phone but i can't. I can't just incase.

My love🤍

Hey my girl. I love you so much. I'll be back soon. Just know, i'll fight tooth and nail for you and tooth and nail for us. I'm never leaving you. I'm going to marry you, we're going to have a family together and we're going to move in together. I love you, please never forget that.❤️❤️

I put my phone back on the nightstand and left Leah's place. I sluggishly walked down the dark streets of London. I almost said fuck it and ran back but i knew i couldn't. I passed Viv and Lisa's place on the way. Hell, all i wanted to do was run and scream for help but i can't. I can't do anything. They're everywhere i go and the less people that know, the better. Leah is the only one. I feel like Viv didn't actually fall for my excuse yesterday but that doesn't matter anymore.
As long as Leah is safe. I'll be okay.