My relationship with Zoe was better than ever. We had moved together and we were making plans for the future already. I was enthusiastic about it but there was something that was stopping me from going further. Ziva.
We hadn´t seen each other for a year but I still loved her the same. It was something difficult to explain because I also loved Zoe, but we didn´t have the same chemistry. Everything with Zoe was rigid, I had to change my behavior when I was with her because she thought I was immature, something that, even if she said she hated it, Ziva loved. That was what I most missed about her, the way she loved me, sincerely.
But I wasn´t with Ziva anymore, so I had to accept what it was given to me.
