I never knew this would happen.. How could I have known?
But..
I like it. I finally have a place where I belong. I have friends who wont leave. I have a family.
But everything good always comes with a price, and what a price this is.
The last thing...
"Hmm? Oh! You're back from school already? Well I suppose I've been busy then. Now, go on and get changed, I made you some brownies and cut up some of your favorite fruit for you. They're on the table."
"Hey (Y/N)! Do you wanna go get something to eat with me? Well, if you're not busy right now anyways."
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Hmmm..
I see..
Well.. Your happiness is all I could ask for. Even if I miss you the way that I do.
I will still watch you from this distance we maintain.
I wish I wasn't a coward. I wish I could talk with you again, without feeling the anxiety pile up.
I don't even know if you still remember me, but I hope you will always remain happy. That you will always remain with that genuine smile. That you will always laugh, even if that is without me.
I always hated the idea of you getting too close with another.
But I think it's time I should let go, and say goodbye.. because I never did.
I hate myself for that. I was an asshole. I should've at least said goodbye.. So why didn't I?
Well, now is a better time than later.
So.. I guess I just wanted to say this, for the first and last time.
I love you.
And goodbye
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(Your PoV:)
So...
It's been a week since.. that happened.
I'm still wondering what that was. What that thing I saw was. Why everything suddenly looked the was it did. If any of that was real at all.. or.. If anything is wrong with me, anything is wrong with my mind.
...
..Whatever..
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Here I am again, walking towards the same barren street..
The place where.. it happened..
Snow is lightly falling, gently landing on the cold cement in front of you.
Small piles of snow adorn the gray landscape, frozen puddles here and there to accompany them. You can see and hear younger children running about, dragging their friends along in their small sleds, running through the snow, making tiny snowmen.
I wish I still had that same freedom. I'm stuck in school now, I have at least two exams every month, too many tests for my liking, and a shit ton of homework, half of which I refuse to do anyways.
Enjoy your freedom while you can, you little shits.
Soon enough, I find myself growing close to the sidewalk you were on a week ago.
The laughing of the children behind you grew faint, soon disappearing completely.
It was just me and my thoughts, and the crunching of snow underneath my feet.
Soon enough, there I was again.
The same street. The same place. The same feeling.
The street is still barren.
Nobody's here. No cars. The birds sound muffled. The sky is growing dimmer.. There's little to no sound.. It's just the crunching of your steps, but even that seems to be muffled.
Slowly my movements grew murky and slower.
And then..
Suddenly.. everything slowly faded away..
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[Second-Person PoV:]
"Hey!" Someone cried.
"You should give that a break." A second person said.
"After all, you've been trying for a while." The second continued.
"But what if [he/she/they] [doesn't/don't] wake up?" The first asked.
"I don't think [he/she/they] [is/are] dead, Spade."
