escape

chap.3 -maybe

I couldn't sleep. I had been thinking about what happened with Rachel all night, it didn't help that i think i might have feelings for harry. It just seems like the world is out to get me.

I do my moring routine except i notice mother isn't here...weird.
I make my way to school and see who other than harry flirting with another girl. It makes me wonder why Rachel hasn't broken up with him yet, i mean why would someone as perfect as Rachel stay with harry. He's annoying, not loyal, not to mention the only reason he's able to go to school is because he's good at sport's. I don't understand how anyone could like him.

Harry notices me and walks twords me
Looking sinister as ever "hey kitty, heard you liked watching shirtless guy's" my eyes widened slightly, how did he know. The only person who saw me was.... RACHEL. Of course she would tell him. "I don't know what you're talking about" his grin stretches all the way to his cheeks "sure you don't". As he began to walk closer i begin to notice the lack of people here and panic. He pin's me to the wall a sadistic smile on his face " i also heard, you get red if someone gets a little to close" he leans in "maybe i want to test that theory". He gets even closer to my face and before i know it our lips touch.

If only for a moment i feel loved. As if someone was willing to love me for me. But of course that would have to be ruined by the man infront of me. As quickly as he kissed me he left, laughing as he walked away smoothly

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I decided not to go home at the usual time, it's not like my mother would care anyway. As i walk i spot the towns park. It's always been peaceful there. I head into the park and sit down on a bench by the lake. As i sit there wallowing in shame and self pity someone sits next to me. I look to my side and see a man.
He appears to be Asian. He has shoulder length black hair and brown eyes.

He was wearing a sleeveless hoodie.as i took in more of his features he began to speak. "What's got you all down in the dumps" i get startled and start to stammer. "I-i" i say trying to collect myself. "Sorry about that, i tend to get to friendly to quick ya know?" He smiles. "It's fine, i just didn't expect you is all" i say somewhat awkwardly. I soon learn his name is jin.

"Seriously he just kissed you, like that" jin exclaims quite animatedly. "Ya i know,seems weird right" i say. "More like creepy"says jin. His remark earn a giggle from me. I check my phone and decide that im going home. I say my goodbye's and head home. As i walk i reflect on my day and come to a conclusion. Rachel might have been right.