Chapter: 11

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It felt like the whole world just turned upside down for the both of us, the look that I saw in Joon's eyes when we met at the Park, tells me he wanted to say a lot but couldn't,

I'll be waiting for him no matter how long it takes for him, I'm here for him no matter what, 

I just woke up and felt how empty this morning is, I got ready and headed out the door, on my way to the library, 

The walk to the library while the cold breeze bothered me today, it didn't calm me like before but kept asking me questions, 

Asking me where my Soulmate is...

I made my way to the library in a hurry, opening the door my eyes scanned the room, a few people but the other workers were there, coming in and getting closer to the pile of books, I silently picked it and started placing them in the shelf, the time went by slowly, painfully...

While making sure of the books and checking everything, the emptiness felt again as this time, there came no breeze guiding him towards me and making me know about his presence.

I felt weak like I lost my everything, I worked like a robot but with a broken heart, lost to everything, I felt numb,

As the evening came and I made my way back home, the breeze came back, making me feel empty, lost in the void of my mind, making me so perplexed that I started questioning my own reality. 

The wind asked me questions that I didn't have the answer to, I just silently made it back home, entering the house, I closed the door behind my back, shutting off all the questions, I placed my hands on my ears, my heart started to hurt more, 

I threw my purse and quickly ran to the bathroom, locking the door and standing there silently, I wasn't hiding from someone in particular but from my own created demons that conquered my mind.

Laying in the bathtub with all my clothes off, the water calmed me down, it held me in an embrace of calmness and love that I only felt from him, my only one Joon.

I wonder what he would be like, smiling slightly to myself, 

I thought I'll wait for you Joon, I don't know for how long but I'll surely do.

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