Chapter: 12

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                                                                  End of flashbacks, the present day:

Giana POV:

It's been 2 years since we haven't met, and the talks we often get to have also ended since he got so busy with his work, I'm still waiting for him and I will be until he returns and we get to be together again.

I woke up in the morning and got ready, looked at myself in the mirror, went downstairs to the kitchen and prepared some toast and a coffee, and had my breakfast before leaving the house and continuing my usual day.

I left the house, left the place where I daily sit and cry over the thoughts that conquer my mind, corrupt it with all the beautiful memories but the most painful ones.

The days went by surely but slowly and painfully, the days we spent apart turned into weeks then months then 2 years. While we thought no one could make us apart, apparently our destiny could,

Crying for each other, waiting for each other, missing each other so much, more than we ever did, more than we could ever do.

Never even the thought of it came to our mind, I sighed as all these thoughts kept repeating in my mind, the whole way to the library, I opened the door and walked inside, the place which feels so empty now, there was no cold breeze to tell me about my love, no goosebumps, no heartbeats matching with each other.

Just an empty void of emotions stuffed in two hearts, crushing two souls within. 

My days go as usual and his too, while arranging the books in their place, I looked at the time and then kept working until my shift was over, after arranging everything and making sure of all, I left the library and headed out and realized how hungry I was.

I entered a convenience store and got some things to eat and made my way back home, not the real one that protects me and keeps me secure but the one whose ceiling is balanced on four walls that has a ground and is secure too but my poor heart is still afraid inside.

I opened the door and saw in front of me, the darkness and emptiness greeting me, telling me to come inside, I slammed the door shut and walked away and started walking away from the place I live but not so lively,

I kept walking and didn't even realize when I reached the park where we said goodbye and sat down at the exact bench, I ate silently while I took a bite and closed my eyes to feel the lite but fresh and cold breeze,

I opened my eyes again and looked in front at the darkness and emptiness, I kept sitting and ate everything, the feeling of being full came for a while in long time but being complete never did.

I got up, threw the wrappers in the bin, and left the place which made me familiar but the feeling of devastation was so high that I had to leave and stay at a place to keep my sanity, while walking, I saw how I was nearing the house and heard a whistle as my eyes moved to the left and I saw a few men smirking at me, I looked down and continued my way to the house,

Closing the door behind me quickly, entering the darkness and emptiness, I went and turned on the lights, lighting up the living room and the kitchen just beside it, I ran upstairs to my room and closed the door while I sat on the door crying,

"Namjoon, come back please, please Joon". 

I called out to him but no answer, just silence, the silence was eating me alive deadly. 

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