Bloodlust

twelve | mending

工 slowly crept downstairs and I was met with a drunk Silas. He noticed me, and squinted his eyes slightly.

oh no...

Just as I was about to make a run for it, his voice stopped me.

"B-Bellaaaa," he slurred.

"Y-Yes," I stuttered, hoping he wouldn't lash out or do something to me.

"C'mere, h-help me," he put his arms out, pouting, making my hotheaded brother look like a cute baby bear.

I hesitantly walked towards him and put his left arm over my shoulder as I struggled upstairs. I readjusted his arms over my shoulder once I reached the top of the staircase, pausing for a brief second, before continuing towards his room.

Once we reached his room, I helped him under the covers and pressed a soft kiss on his forehead. Just as I was about to leave, he grabbed my hand.

I looked back, to see him sitting up, struggling a bit. what does he want... I couldn't help but feel a little scared.

"I'm s-sorry," his voice cracked, making my heart break.

those two words meant so much to me.

"It's okay," I gave him a gentle smile.

i knew that deep down he is still a child at heart who lost his parents, himself and his sister at a young age.

"N-No it's not. I can't forgive myself for allowing them to hurt you. I hurt you too," a lonely tear escaped his eye, as his voice cracked.

"You did, but I understand why you did and that's okay. You were just a kid, and I'm not mad," I said softly, wiping his tears.

"You're not?" he cocked his head to the side.

who knew my angry brother could be so adorable?

"No, I'm not," I smiled.

"Okay," he yawned, and without warning, he pulled me onto his lap, making me straddle his waist, as I let out tiny yelp.

"Shhhh," he shook his head.

right.
he's drunk and his senses are very sharp right now.

He hugged me close, nuzzling his head in my neck. I felt my shirt getting wet, and I knew he was crying. I stroked his hair, making him relax and calm down.

"I love you," he mumbled sleepily.

"I love you too," I said it back, after I unfroze myself.

With that, we laid down, him holding me like a human teddy bear. And before I knew it, I allowed darkness to consume me.

BLOODLUST

I awoke to sound of a phone camera shuttering- correction- cameras.

"See, now look what you did! You woke her!" marco.

"She was going back to sleep dumbass, but your loud voice just had to wake her up!" Gio whisper-yelled.

I groaned, as my eyelids just refused to open. I snuggled into my pillow further, embracing it's warmth.

"Can y'all leave us alone please. Just shut the fuck up," my pillow, Silas, grumbled.

"Awwwwww! Y'all are so cute oh my gawd!" Marco squealed like a girly teenager.

"Fuck off!" Silas groaned, grumpily.