Chapter 11:

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I woke up early that morning today is Saturday the night of the grande ball

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I woke up early that morning today is Saturday the night of the grande ball.

I knew it wasn't until later tonight but I wanted to wake up early so I had enough time to do everything I needed to do before it.

Oh and of course it will be filmed.

I hate cameras, there always in my face.

But what can I do.

Nothing. That's what

I go down to the kitchen finding Martha in her usual spot at the stove "what's for breakfast today?" I say smiling at her.

I'm in a happy mood today.

But how long will that last.

"Oh just the usual bacon and eggs" but I wasn't complaining I love that breakfast.

I finished eating realising I was still in my Pyjamas and went upstairs to quickly change. I glanced at my phone to check if anyone had texted me overnight and no just my normal good morning text from Emma so I replied and continued to get ready for a crazy day at 'work'.

When I walk back down the staircase there's camera men stood in the foyer waiting for me to come down the stairs they just follow me around.

I walk into the Family room and my Mom, Alissa and Fallon are all there. I know this is gonna be a family meeting because the cameras are here ready to catch all the drama that's not going to happen.

My family were never really caught up in scandals and things like that we've had it fairly easy, well as easy as it gets there's still moments.

Until me and this whole rumour about me being 'childish' and 'unworthy' the thoughts make me sick that someone who doesn't even know you can say those things about you. I'm basically numb now I've taught myself not to worry about those things.

I don't know how this all came to be a thing but I'll deal with it and Ethan will deal with it and we'll get our lives back on track and hopefully finally we'll be happy.

But not happy together.

As I'm sat in the room with no idea what moms saying I couldn't care less I recall something my dad used to tell me when I was younger.

Flashback

"Daddy how do act like your ok when your not really ok" I ask.

"Why princess are you feeling alright" he looks down.

"Yes I just don't like how the cameras are always here following me" I sigh

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