I woke up this morning feeling better than yesterday and smile a little horny thinking back to Ethan.
He's so sweet. And I want to believe him so bad that everything will be okay and that we'll get our happily every after but everything is just so complicated at the moment that I can't help but doubt his words.
I will not cry today because I'm not gonna waste my tears on those pathetic people they don't deserve it. I need to show them that I'm strong and that it hardly affects me.
I climb out of bed and step into the boiling shower, feeling the heat instantly hit my skin relieved me a little.
Once I finished I got changed into one of Ethans black t-shirts and I didn't need pants because the shirt was kinda like a dress on me going down to my mid-thigh.
I paired it with some black boots and tied my hair up with a barrette and finally to top it off some black sunglasses.
Oh and my fluffy jacket of course even though it probably didn't match.
I don't give a shit It's comfy.
I wanted to get out of the apartment so I asked Emma if she wanted to go out for lunch so we could catch-up. minus me telling her about the whole messed up situation. i just don't want everyone getting involved.
I grabbed my keys and my phone seeing a 'morning baby' text from Ethan so I quickly replied with a good morning before taking off.
I pulled into a parking space seeing a couple paparazzi here and there but fairly quiet today and Emma sitting at a table through the window of the small café and a smile lights up my face.
we haven't talked a lot lately but she's my best friend and I've missed her so much. I feel like I've distanced myself from everyone but i think it hurt her the most because of how close we are. I always share my problems with her and i now feel guilty I cant tell her this.
I walked into the café and walked over and Emma stood up and gave me a massive hug "I missed you so much Rose" I hugged her tighter "I missed you too I'm sorry I've been so distance this past week" we sat down across from each other.
"It's ok you don't need to explain yourself it's been a rough week for you" I nodded happy she understood.
We ordered our food and started catching up on what's happened since we haven't seen each other and I felt normal again.
"So you and my brother, he's been sad Rose" my smile dropped. I didn't want Ethan to be sad but I can't blame him I've hardly paid attention to him.
"I'm sorry tell him I'm sorry" I whisper trying not to cry because I promised myself I wouldn't today "what do you mean? Rose what's going on" I went silent. Shit! I've said too much.
"I've gotta get going okay, tell Ethan I'll see him soon okay?" She nodded as I grabbed my things gave her a quick hug and exited the restaurants.
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RomanceRosalie Carmichael is part of one of the Most famous families in America, but when things take a turn for the worst she and her worst Enemy Ethan are forced to Pretend date to make the public think they are happy, but are they strong enough to pull...