"My Sweetheart"

Vander mustn't know

I hear the snapping of dead leaves coming from outside my window, instead of fear, a large smile is plastered on my lips, I quickly get up and turn to face my window, I see Silco sitting on the window with his legs swung over into my room, I giggle as I walk over him and grab his hand helping him off my window and into my room. "shh" he whispers putting his right pointer finger to my lips, with a large grin on his face, he looks deeply into my eyes as I do his. it goes silent for a short moment, Silco wraps his right hand around my waist, pulls me into him as I lean slightly forward connecting my lips with his, a sharp inhale comes from Silco as I close my eyes. Silco caresses the back of my neck with his left hand and his right hand remaining on my waist as he deepens the kiss. Slowly walking backwards, Silco leans me over my bed and places a knee between my legs slowly crawling on top of me, Silco breaks the kiss as his mouth travels to my jawline. My breath is heavy and controlled as he leaves small and polite kisses along my jaw and down the side of my neck to my collarbone, not leaving any hickeys behind for Vander to find, he quickly brings his head back up and kisses me once again before gently lifting my shirt above my head and off my arms, throwing it on the floor beside my bed, Silco quickly pulls his shirt over his head and places it on the floor.  Leaving my bra on, Silco lowers himself to my lower torso once again leaving small kisses down my stomach. My mouth drops open slightly as I tilt my head back and let out small breathy moans, goosebumps cover my body as Silco gently trails his cold hands along my waist. With my hands in his hair lightly massaging his scalp as he unbuttons my jeans tugging them off my thighs and down onto the floor, placing them with my shirt. He leans up to my ear, "are you ok with this?" he asks, I nod my head, "mhm" I hum quietly, " I wanna hear you say it," he grunts as he trails his outer knuckles along my neck, "yes.. I'm ok with this" I reply with his hands resting on his shoulders, Silco has a serious and genuine look on his face. "And are you sure you aren't going to regret this when you sober up in the morning?"  My face drops as I think to my self, 'just think about what you're doing ' Vander's voice replays in my head, I think for a short moment longer, "maybe this isn't such a good idea" I mumble, Silco crawls off of me, "and that is totally fine, sweetheart." He picks up my cloths off the floor and places them on my dirty laundry basket next to my bedhead, he then walks over to my dresser and opens the doors, I watch him as he searches through my closet and pulls out a pair of pajamas. Silco walks back over to the bed and hands me the shirt, I pull the shirt over my head and it falls over my stomach as Silco struggles to put my pants on. "want me to do it?" I chuckles, he looks up slightly annoyed, "you don't do this often, do you?" I ask as he hands me the cotton short,  I slip them over my sock covered feet and up my legs, "what are you implying?" he asks with a cheeky tone, I laugh quietly as I lay back onto my back with my knees bent upwards. Silco walks over and lays down next me, "you should get going" I say turning my head to look at Silco, he has a kind smirk on his lips, "you're right" he replies, "as always," I grin, Silco chuckles and leans in to kiss my forehead, butterflies swarm in my stomach as Silco stands up and starts walking towards the window sill, "it's probable best that we stay away from each other for a bit, I don't want Vander to beat my ass" I nod in agreement. As he's about to jump out he turns around quickly, "nice matching underwear, sweetheart" he winks and jumps away onto the roof. A large smile forms on my face and I chuckle quietly, I roll over and hug my pillow until I quickly fall asleep. 

SILCO'S POV:

As I crawl out of Azi's window and jump to the rooftops, the cold wind brushes through my hair that sits just under my ear lobes, I look around through the dark streets and see nobody before jumping down. When I reach the ground, I start walking to my hideout with my hands in my coat pockets. I hear heavy footsteps behind me but I choose to ignore them, as I continue walking, I hear a familiar and angry voice, "wanna explain what you were doing in my sister's bedroom, Silco?" I pause in my tracks and turn around to face Vander, I roll my eyes and open my mouth to talk, "I thought I could trust you to stay away from my sister, considering everything, you told me you would stay away," Vander adds, "calm down, Vander, I was just making sure she was ok," I continue walking away from him, I feel a tight grip on my shoulder as Vander yanks me around to face him, "don't bullshit me, Silco!" he yells, "oh please, Vander, the only person bullshitting you, is yourself, don't make a fool out of yourself" I reply pointing at him as my eyebrows form a V shape in anger. "Me? a fool?!" he yells causing spit to fly into my face, I jolt slightly backwards and wipe his saliva off my eyes before trying to walk away once again, "don't walk away from me Silco!" I keep walking through the empty streets as Vander keeps yelling at me, "Vander! Will you please, shut. Up!" I yell turning around quickly, "Azi's your sister, not your daughter, I'm your best friend, not your brother! If she wants me, she'll come to me, and you'll let her" I add with both my hands gesturing in anger, "to me you were a brother, Silco! So I treated you like one!" His voice getting louder with each word, "were?" I mumble with my eyebrows furrowing, "the more flirtatious you became with Azia, the less I saw you as a brother, but more as an ass who was trying to get in my sister's pants" Vander's voice cracks as he starts tearing up, I stand silent with my head to the cold concrete floor, "you're a fool for letting my relationship with Azi effect our own," I say with a numbing disappointment in my voice. Vander doesn't say anything, I turn around once again in hope's he'll let me walk away, "are you not guilty?" I roll my eyes, "let me walk away from this, Vander! for Christ sake" I yell in anger, my feet throb in pain for I had been standing all day and night without a chance to sit down. Vander's eyes widen in shock as I snapped at him, I finally walk away, "don't expect to be hearing from me for a while, Silco" Vander yells, I continue walking as my heart sinks, "like I care" I respond under my breath, Vander scoffs as he hears my comment, not being aware of how my heart had sunk in my chest in that moment, I walked home and stayed there for days.