Chapter 8: TRUST
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You see, you closed your eyes.
That was the difference.
Sometimes you cannot believe what you see,
you have to believe what you feel.
And if you are ever going to have other people trust you,
you must feel that you can trust them, too
--even when you're in the dark.
Even when you're falling."
― Mitch Albom, Tuesdays With Morrie
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Tick tock, I checked the clock, eight hours, and seven minutes, and she is still unconscious. I have not left her side nor have a rested my eyes, I did not even bother to change my clothes, waiting for what seems like forever , this is the longest moment of my life.
The doctor informed me that she is healing just fine, faster even for just a mere human.
They were baffled at that, she is not an ordinary human, they say, they kept asking me if she was a were as well, I just don't know was all I can utter.
I was a wreck, I ordered no one to disturbed us.
I needed to be just near my mate. I was just staring at her face for hours now, praying to the moon Goddess to make her alright.
I never prayed this hard before, not once, the thought of losing my mate is unbearable as tears rolled from my eyes...
Then I heard a small moan, she slowly opened her eyes, adjusting to the lights,
"Where am I? Who are you?
"Honey, it's me..Ian...
I touched her face, she suddenly jerk away from my touch
"What was that?" she said
"What do you mean?"
She tried touching me again with her finger.
"That!, the tingling sensation. Can't you feel it?
I smiled, even if she cannot remember me, her body still recognizes me as her mate.
I cupped her face and looked at her.
"Even if you don't remember me, I promise you, I will not let anything happen to you, I will protect you and prove to you that you can trust me and that I care about you a lot"
I wanted to tell her I love her, but that might be too much for her to take.
I will bid my time; I will show her that we belong together.
I cautiously hug her, she snuggles closer, I know the bond is making her trust me. Her body just fits perfectly to mine.
Lust POV
I woke up feeling like I have been run over by a bus. I ache all over, I saw a guy, whoa, not just any guy he was totally hot, he looked at me with worry, even if he looked tires, he still exudes sexy. I want to run my hands towards his blonde hair. Wait, why am I thinking this, I don't even know him, and where am I?
When I asked him who he is, he told me his name is Ian, wow, even his name is sexy, I am so drooling right now. He then touch my face, I jerk away feeling a shock, from his touch. I tried touching him again, using my pointing finger.
I asked him about the tingling sensation, and all he gave as a reply is a smile. Oh MY G, I am totally swooning right now.
He held my face and he looked me in the eyes, I feel like I can be lost with those green orbs of his.
His next words caught me off guard. ..
"Even if you don't remember me, I promise you, I will not let anything happen to you, I will protect you and prove to you that you can trust me and that I care about you a lot"
I don't know why, but I believed in every fibre of my being that what he is saying is Gods whole truth.
I felt safe, and even loved, when he hugged me, I never felt that from anybody before. How can I feel this much with a stranger.
The doctor came in after a few minutes and examines me; he asked me a bunch of questions.
"Can you remember your name?"
"Of course, I said, I am Cassandra Jacobs"
"What year is it?"
"What is with these silly questions, its 2008"
"Uhm Cassandra, it's actually 2013"
"What?"
Ian's POV
I was shocked when I heard what her name is, Cass my ex, the girl I toyed with a while back...
How can I have not recognized her? I ask myself.
She was not like this before, yeah she was hot back then, but not like this, she doesn't look like a goddess before.
She is my mate but how come, my wolf did not recognize her back then.
I am in deep shit.
Thinking some more, when I met her a few hours ago, she must have known who I was,
So why did she pretended that she didn't.
I need answers; this is really getting complicated...
But one thing is for certain; there is a huge possibility that I might lose her.
NO, I can't let that happen. I will make it up to her; even beg if needed for her forgiveness...My wolf agreed with me.
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Cass' POV
The doctor left after a few minutes, telling me that I have amnesia...it doesn't take a genius to figure that on my own.
He said, it might just be temporary, and he needed to do more test tomorrow.
I just nodded; I am still in a daze,
I am really confused right now, and how can I just forget the almost five years of my life?
I am trying my hardest to remember, but all I get is just empty and quite a headache.
I quickly ran towards the washroom. I looked in the mirror and saw this woman staring back at me.
She is too beautiful, this is not me, as I touch my face, I don't even recognized myself, I then cried, because that is all I can do right now, I needed to just pour my heart out...
Ians POV
I quickly followed Cass, i saw her staring at herself in the mirror, she looked shock... then her feet gave out and she was crying. ..
I scooped her up and carried her towards the bed, I lay with her, as she sobs and rested her head at the crook of my neck.
"Shh baby, don't worry I am here, I will help you every step of the way I promise you that"
She looked me in the eyes, and as I looked at her my eyes traveled towards her lips, she parted her lips it was like an invitation to kiss her, I lose my control and went in for a kiss...
At first she was not responsive maybe because she was caught off guard.
She then kissed me back, my wolf was howling with joy when she responded.
Our tongues dance, and I deepened the kiss...My hand travel at her back and was stroking her up and down, she was moaning.I can smell her arousal...My member is getting a hard on and we are just kissing...
When suddenly, someone came bursting at my door.... With a really shrilling and annoying voice..
"Honey, I am home"
"Shit" I muttered...
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