You belong with me[L.s.]

11

One thing in life that sucks is being in love, in love with your best friend, your straight best friend. When you talk on the phone and at the end of the phone call  you both say 'I love you' but you know they don't mean it in the way you do, the way you want it to mean. The way you get nervous around them, they way you blush by their slightest touch, how almost every night you fall asleep to thoughts about them. When all you want in life is to be with them hold them as you fall asleep, to wake up with them by your side. It all sucks.

It has been 2 weeks since the kids we shared and never once was it brought up. I didn't want to bring it up because I didn't want to risk making things awkward between Louis and I, so I just left it alone. Did it hurt me a little that he never brought it up? Yes it did and I'm not gonna lie about it.

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It has been a long day at school. No we didn't have any tests or anything like that. It is the fact that the rumors haven't stopped. And I'm too of that I had homework in nearly every subject today. So it was 11o'clock before I was able to get in my bed, but the things is around 5 o'clock a huge snow storm blew in and it was very windy outside so the noise made it hard to fall asleep. After probably an hour I finally fell asleep. I was only asleep for what felt like 10minutes when I was woken up by someone jumping on top of me.

"HARRYYYYYYYYYYYY!" They screamed

" fuck off " I mumbled. For.God's sale who the hell thinks  they can just barge into someone's room while they are asleep and jump in too if them!

"Oh come on Harold get your ass up!" It was then that I realized it was Louis.

"What the hell is wrong with you? I'm trying to sleep Louis."

" oi! Harry don't be pissy with me. It's a snow day and we are going to enjoy every last second of it. So get you lazy was out of bed get food and get you winter shit on! "

I groaned but did what he very.So kindly asked if me. Please do more my sarcasm. About 45minutes later I was ready and Louis was waiting impatiently in the living room.

"Took you long enough haz, alright well let's go!"

" yeah let's go, but what exactly are we going to do? "

"Well I don't feel like driving in this mess so we are going to make.snow.Angela and snowmen."

" Ok"

We got to work on building our snowmen, but we didn't get so far before and I don't know how It happened but we got into a snowball fight. When we eventually finished with our fight we went back to work and made our  snowmen. Mine was a bit smaller than Louis'  but there was a reason. And.no it wasn't because I was having trouble rolling big snowballs.

"Done!" Louis had just finished his like 2 minutes before me.

"Looks good Hazza."

" thanks it is supposed to be you actually.. " I said and looked at the ground trying to hide my blush even though with the cold you probably couldn't even tell.

"Hey Haz, don't be embarrassed. My snowman is actually supposed to be you too!"

" really? "

"Yeah. Now there is like no.snow.left over here to make our snow angels so let's go to my yard."

We walked to his yard and made a couple sets of snow angels, we got too cold so we went inside to warm up and ended up watching some movies. Overall today was a great day, a nice fun day away from the rumors. And yes I know the rumors don't involve me but they still stress me out just as much as I'd they were about me.  I mean Louis is my best friend and something that makes him upset make a me upset too.
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Hey so Idk maybe I am just in a.winter mood but here is another chapter.of so!e.fun in the snow!

Anyway the first paragraph I can kinda relate to.
A while ago I realized I had a crush on my best friend . And the thing is they aren't straight and they liked me too. But I realized I liked them too late and I only did after they got their first girlfriend. This was also the moment  I knew I was not straight.
Well a couple months later and after their second girlfriend we were "together" it only lasted 1 2 days and ended just 4 days before my birthday but it was ok . Yeah it did suck a LOT but after a while I got over it and moved on. 

Also in case you are wondering I am panromantic and asexual. I also will say that I never thought I was in love with this friend well because I want I just really liked them at the time

Anyway have a good day

Byee

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