Charlie POV:
Sleeping is always hard...
"You can't control everything, Charlie."
"You can't control everything, Charlie."
"You can't control everything, Charlie."
Stupid, naive Charly. Thinking it would br a good idea to just think about proposing. Why would it be? It is foolish to even think about being enough to be just a boyfriend. A Husband? No. Just..impossible.
In the end you are just a fool, Charlie Spring.
...but tonight, tonight it was even worse. Geoff warned me it would get to my head. Stupid Charlie.
Anger. So much Anger. I felt my tears well up.
Too emotional.
I already had my phone in my hand, i just had to text Nick. But what should i say? "Hey, Love! I have been so over enthusiastic , i actually thought you, a perfectly stable handsom man, would want to date my skin depressed arse haha - basically crying and punching into my Pillow lmao."I whimpered.
"You can't control everything, Charlie.", i whispered to myself.
Lies.
I can control this. I just have to..ignore the need to propose to the love of my live, easy.
I can't control everything.
But that I will manage.
Right?
NICK://hey, Charlie. <33 how are you, my love?
I wanted to cry already. I dont even need to say anything, he texts me first .
CHARLIE:// hey, Nick <33 |...
How should I continue? I promised not to lie about my feelings. But this time has an important reason, right? It's an emergency lie.
...I am fine, tysm for asking <33. hbu?
"Love is full of Lies"
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Lies//Heartstopper Fanfiction
Fanfiction~'•°Based on Alice Osemann Novella°•'~ Nick had continued to help his poor boyfriend and things seemed to go up again. So why did Charly start acting weirdy..? "Geoff, you don't understand" "What do I not understand, Charly?", The Therapist smiled...
