I'm losing hope, losing faith that things will ever get better, although I'm told it will. However I can no longer bring myself to believe the words told to me by those that surround me. They say a lot of things, hurtful things, things I dont quite understand. Why does everybody have to be so cruel to each other? Everybody says plenty and will always have plenty to say about everybody and everything but their actions rarely meet their words.
With every passing day my mind is getting darker. My vision is slowly becoming blurring, it's fading, greying out as if the world is losing its colour as I'm losing my joy. Is this how everybody sees it? It's like I can no longer see the good things that life is supposed to bring, but maybe this is what I want, maybe this is the start of change? I have my doubts. Who knows anything anymore? We're all just trying to navigate through the fog and mistakes of the past, never managing to learn and therefore just making more.
There seems to be something wrong with this world. I can't quite put my finger on it, something seems very wrong yet I seem to be the only one who notices. Does this make me as crazy and weird as they say? Or has everybody gone blind? Is that what's happening to me?
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The Ramblings of a Rootfop
Teen FictionSwallowed whole by her racing thoughts and constant daydreams, a young teenage girl sits alone on her rooftop, watching the world go by. Anxiety eating her alive, the constant shakes and fears. She doesn't feel like she belongs in such a cruel place...
