Two Worlds Collide

Part 11

I eventually fell asleep last night after crying for hours I eventually heard Sam knocking on my door around 5 am to see if I was awake and I just ignored him and fell asleep. Jake probably told him everything which honestly doesn't matter anymore since I decided I am leaving, all my stuff is packed and I am ready to leave, now it is just the leaving part. I heard knocking on my door and I didn't answer the door I didn't even say anything. "Drew I know that you are in there please open the door" It was Katrina as much as I am mad at everyone I guess that she is the best person I could talk to. I unlocked the door and let her in. "I'm so sorry about last night I talked to Sam and he calmed down a lot you should really talk to him he wants to apologize" I ignored what she said "I'm going back to Wisconsin" "Wait for what? Why?" She looked so confused I know it's hard to tell her the truth but I had to I needed help leaving. "Because I screwed enough up here, I made Colby and Sam fight Sam is probably mad at me, Colby will probably never talk to me again and I think it is just best if I leave and all of you guys can get back to your life without me" It honestly killed me to say all that but to me, it was the truth I screwed up why would they want me around after all of that. I wouldn't want me around that's for sure. "Drew, Sam isn't mad at you, I mean he was at first but he isn't any more I calmed him down and I talked him down, Colby was only worried about you last night he would not stop talking about you and blowing up your phone he wanted to make sure you were ok, and when you weren't answering we all thought something bad happened to you but Jake told us everything and we were just happy you got back here safely." I didn't know what to say or do I just sat there and looked at her. "You don't have to say anything just please don't leave and talk to Sam." She hugged me and walked out.

I can't believe people actually care about me. I decided to turn my phone back on because I can only imagine how many missed texts and calls I have and of course, there are over 40 missed calls from Colby now I feel bad because of last night. I guess I should go talk to Sam. I head over to his room knocking on his door honestly scares the shit out of me. I knock on the door and Sam tells me to come in I open the door and sit on his bed. "I am sorry about last night I should have nev-" "Drew stop it's ok I'm not mad at you or Colby. Katrina talked to me and now I understand that Colby makes you happy and after talking to him he really does like you and he doesn't want to hurt you he wants you to be happy and you make him happy" "He told you that?" I was surprised by all of this. "Yeah, and I support it I didn't realize that he felt this way because he never told me because he was scared of how I would react." "Well I don't blame him after last night," I said probably a little ruder than I meant. "I know and I am sorry about that but you should go see him he was really worried about you" I hugged Sam and said thank you. "But if he ever hurts you I will still hurt him because you are my little sister and I want you to be happy." Gosh, today has already been a crazy day and it isn't even 5 pm. Colby probably isn't even awake yet he sleeps till 8 pm and then stays up all night. I walk over to his room and for once I actually hear a noise but it doesn't sound like he is alone it sounds like a girl is in there with him weird.

I knock on the door and no answer so I decided to open the door and there he was with another girl, I just froze I didn't know what to say or honestly what to do. "Drew, I can explain hold on." "Fuck you" Is all I could say before I left his room is everything he said to Sam last night a lie? It obviously was otherwise I wouldn't have just found him in bed with a random girl. Fuck him. I ran downstairs and into Jake's room. "I HATE HIM I HATE HIM" I screamed and I cried and Jake just held me I fell to the floor in a pile of tears. "Why me why does this always happen to me?" I say through the sobs. "What are you talking about" "Colby he told Sam last night that he really likes me and he wouldn't hurt me and today I go into his room and he is with a girl everything he said last night is a lie!" "Drew" Is all Jake could say while looking at me in defeat. We sat down on his bed and I laid on his shoulder crying before I knew it Sam and Katrina were both in Jake's room trying to calm me down.  I didn't think today could get any worse but somehow it just did...