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"you really need to talk to ryan about this, y/n."
y/n look up and saw isshie crossing her arms while leaning the door frame.
"i know, isshie. give me time first, please."
isshie let out a sigh before walking towards her and hugged her.
"i know it will be hard after you tell him this." her voice laced with worry.
the h/c girl nodded. "it will be really hard. can I survive? can I survive without seeing him, hug him and kiss him every day?"
isshie stared at him for a few minutes before answering. "i don't know, maybe? you have a laptop, cellphone, and other ways to talk to him, right?"
y/n closed her eyes before opening it again and letting out a sigh. "i don't think we can be apart, isshie .."
isshie went in front of her and knelt down before holding her hands.
"i'm also having a hard time, y/n. It's hard for me for seb and me to be apart, what if it's you and ryan? i know you can't take it but just bear with it .."
y/n stared at his cousin before taking a deep breath and smiling a little. "i'm sorry if I acted like this, i was just shocked by the news you said .. it was so sudden for me, isshie .."
"i know, y/n. it was sudden for me too so understand you." isshie caressed her hands softly before standing up.
"don't forget to talk to ryan about this ah?" isshie reminded him.
the h/c haired girl nodded before sinking her face into the table, took her phone out of her pocket and started typing on her phone.
'hey ryan, baby, can we talk?' she typed before pressing send.
less than a minute later it replied immediately. 'sure love, i'll be there in maybe 20 minutes?'
y/n smiled at ryan's reply.
she stood up and walked towards her bed before sitting down at the end, holding a paper in her left hand. she looked at it and bit her lower lip before letting out a sigh.
a week has passed since isshie received a message from her mother and a week has also been pondering what they will do.
the content of the message is about isshie's mother who said that they will be sent home to the philippines immediately. they do not know why they are being sent home there.
y/n was just stunned as she stared at the paper she was holding. she can't accept that she was going back home.
she just thought that she and ryan would be far apart, she couldn't do it anymore. she was sad and was about to cry, the weight of her feeling.
y/n wiped her own face.
why is it like this? i have nothing to go home to except isshie's family. what if i'll just stay here?
y/n heard her door open but she ignored it. she could not take it anymore.
tears started forming into her eyes so she immediately looked up to stop you from dripping. she didn't want to cry.
she did not realize that the tears that were forming in her eyes were slowly dripping down her face.
she wipes it with her hand and bites her lower lip. she is struggling with her current situation.
she did not know what to choose. go home or just stay here?
y/n was surprised when someone wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. she look up and saw ryan. he used his handkerchief which was always smelled good.
"why are you crying?" his voice was laced with concern and worry. "are you okay?" he asked, y/n stared at him before letting out a sigh.
"i do not know.."
ryan let out a soft chuckle. "tell me, l'll listen."
she averted her gaze from him as her face flushed. how can she tell ryan? will ryan understand her or will he leave her?
ryan suddenly started to rub her back as he sat down beside her, it feels like he was comforting her. a tear was forming on y/n's eyes again but she doesn't want it to fall. she doesn't want ryan to see her breaking down.
"love, i already heard about it .." he said and pulled her in for a hug which made her eyes widen. she felt so safe in his arms. "are you worried about you going back to philippines and being away from me?"
a great sob escaped her, y/n's lower lip quievered as words slowly made way out of her mouth. "i don't want to be away from you ryan .. what if long distance relationship won't work out for us .." she said, yet what followed was engulfed in the tremors.
Ryan gently rubbed her shoulders, telling her that nothing would tear them apart, that he was there for her.
"distance gives us to love harder .." he softly whispered, loud enough for her to hear.
y/n looked at him before touching him on the cheek. "Is it really okay for you for me to go home there? What if I can't stand it ..." she sniffed.
"you cry baby.." ryan chuckled before wrapping his arms around her as she cried even more on his chest.
"no matter how painful distance can be, y/n, not having you in my life would be so much worse.."
"i love you so much ryan.." y/n whispered softly.
ryan places his long hands on the sides of her cheeks and pulled her in.
she immediately melted when he pressed his lips against hers. her eyes fell shut and began to relax. both didn't want to pull away, but it was getting hard to breathe.
"i love you so much too, y/n.." he softly caressed both her cheeks before leaning both their foreheads together. "i can bear the distance but cannot imagine a life without you, y/n..." he said before hugging her in his arms again.
"for you, i will go through the distance and the heartaches. i'll wait for you and will always wait for you till you come back, i love you so much." he added before planting soft kisses on her forehead.
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okay, hello everyone. i am sorry for the very late update, i had to do all of my school works since tomorrow is the deadline already and like i promised, i made this chapter longer so do expect that the next chapters would be longer too! i love you all so much, thank you for giving destined so much love! ♡
