Amnesia / XXXTENTACION

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Jahseh

Cinthia is really making me mad claiming i like Stokeleys twin sister Day'lynn which is a lie. i still hate Stokeley and his twin sister ain't nothing changed besides i have to do a project with Day'lynn to graduate, THATS IT.

"Cinthia why you trippin for ? once the project is over i won't even have to say shit to this bitch." i say to her while we chill at my house on the couch eating dinner.

"well i want you to change partners!" she says to me eating a fork full of spaghetti.

"you must think it's easy to switch partners when it's really not!" i say back to her rolling my eyes. as bad as i wanna switch out , my science teacher mrs Gibson is  mean asf and she picked our partners for a reason.

"look here , i'm tired of hearing y'all argue back and forth !" my mom yells from the kitchen. "ya girlfriend about to get you in trouble so i suggest you to shut the hell up seh!"

i knew not to say anything back to my Jamaican mother if i wanted to see daylight tomorrow so i just did as told and shut the hell up.

"i'll see you tomorrow jah." Cin said grabbing her plate to throw it away. i shrugged my shoulders at her to show that i didn't care. this is our 3rd time this week arguing about Day'lynn & i haven't spoke to Day'lynn since yesterday when we started the project.

it's literally no point in arguing with her about something i can't change & it's not like i'm even being disrespectful to her or our relationship.

"Seh come here now." my mom called me over as i dumped my plate. i came over to her and she hugged me. "i'm sorry for yelling at you earlier, can you explain what y'all keep arguing about please ?" she asks.

"it's okay ma. Cinthia is mad i have a project with Day'lynn. i mean i know i don't mess with her or her brother but this is my graduation on the line." i say, my mother nodded.

"she just gotta understand that this project is important if not you can just drop her! cause a real girlfriend would want her man to do what he has to for him to graduate." she says to me, i nod to her letting her know i understand. "ok well night seh seh." she kissed my forehead.

"night ma." i go upstairs to my room to shower and brush my teeth and got ready for bed.

Lucus texted the All boy chat that we have just to talk about anything at all. I'm cool with Lucus or whatever but i just don't fuck with some of the shit he do it be questionable.

Lucus # : aye yall i fw someone new now she bad asf😏
Lucus # : she look easy to smash

some random ass # : fasho
some random ass # : see if she got a friend for me💀

some other random ass # : ima need some proof 😭

Lucus # : i got y'all😈

some random ass # : you be finding all the hoes stg😂

i haven't been the type to have hoes they just don't excite me nor have i been the type to use a female it just drains my energy.

me: y'all niggas find this cool?
 
Lucus # : wordddd not mr. pretty boy texting back for once

some other random ass # : ong 😂😂💯

Lucus # : sn lemme stop playin .. yes it is💀💀

This why i don't say shit in the group chat now it's always some negativity.

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"Cin do you want to go to spend this weekend with me?" i asks Cinthia as we stand by our lockers like every morning before class.

"i mean i guess so Jah." she says, putting her back pack in her locker. i can tell she still had a attitude from last nights argument.

"if you keep having this attitude about sum i can't even control ima fuck you up, cinthia." i say playing around with her but serious at the same time.

"what ever jah ima see you in a few." she kissed my lips & i hugged her. i look over her shoulder seeing Lucus walk Day'lynn to her locker.

i really hope this ain't the "bad bitch" he talking about.

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