The unbearable (Murdoc niccles X reader) lemon

Lover boy..

Murdocs pov:

Since I was already awake I might as well as stay up...I started to have a normal conversation about music with 2D until I felt someone biting my neck I looked to the corner of my eye.. it was (y/n) what the hell.. "mmm" she said happily "(y/n) what are u doing?.. are u still drunk.." I said kinda liking it.. I pulled her into my arms "stop it." I said warning her. She didn't care tho. She put her hand on the side of my face "why don't u come to bed?.." she said flirting with me.. she's definitely still drunk.. 2D looked at me to say wtf is happening.. I might as well as take the opportunity to? I couldn't help myself tho.. I mean I wanted to but she's drunk and I didn't wanna push it.. before I could think she had me by my necklace pulling me I didn't want my necklace to break so I let it happen...I looked at 2D and waved.
She took me to my bedroom closing the door behind us and pushing me on the bed. She looked adorable in my shirt even tho she was too small for it.. I didn't wanna push her tho...she's drunk...isn't she?...

Y/Ns POV

I wasn't drunk I think he thought I was.. I wanted him...I don't think he wanted me as much tho...ugh...fuck it...
I got on top of him and took off his shirt that he put on me. I was in enjoying myself.. he grabbed my waist I thought he was gonna do something sexual but he pushed me off of him.. I felt awkward... "I'm not drunk...I thought u liked me.." I said awfully.. Murdoc looked at me Shocked... "I thought u was drunk..oh fuck I'm sorry..." he tried to help me up but before he could I was already out his bedroom and into 2D...I didn't care that I was halfway naked...2D looked up at me.. "woah!.." he covered his eyes I closed and locked 2Ds door... I took one of 2Ds tops and put it on. 2D stoped covering his eyes "that'z better.." he said shyly I sat next to him and let it all out I cryed...I'd never cryed so much in my life...I felt awful and awkward about it...I told 2D everything...

MURDOCS POV:

"FUCK!" I yelled out.. I felt so bad...she liked me..I just fucking messed it up...that's all I ever do.. I walked over to 2Ds door and tried opening it.. it's locked...I started to bang on the door "2D LET ME THE FUCK IN I KNOW WHAT UR DOING!" I yelled. There fucking in there I know it!...I know it..I sat at the door...alone..I can't believe it...she hates me...fuck sake..I got up and went to my room and sat there drinking whiskey and smoking not know what to do with my life at this point..let's just say I got really fucked up for the night..

A FEW HOURS LATER & Y/Ns POV:

I got up from talking to 2D I unlocked 2Ds door and went to murdocs room.. I looked at him... "I-I..." I stuttered I couldn't speak.. he looked over to me and and got up and walked over to me he tilted my head up to look him straight in the eyes "slut" he said calling me it.. "I-I.." I tried speaking... "I-I what spit it out stupid bitch" he said meanly...I could see how much of a mean bastard he was...it was all just a cover up... "m-monster" I said looking in his eyes.. "yep.. I loved u...I didn't know u was sober...I would have loved u all night long but ur just too much of a hurt full whore.." he said I could see that it hurt him...
"S-sorry.." I said trying to get him to forgive me... "fuck off.." he said to me moving his hands onto my hips.. "I'll leave then...and never come back.." I said trying to move his hands off me.. he grabbed on to my hips "n-no I didn't mean it like that s-stay.." he said leaning in for a kiss.. I turned my head "why are u head fucking me.. cause I can't handle it...murds.." I said putting my head down..
"Don't start with this bullshit.." he said rolling his eyes.. "next minute u love me then ur just playing it off as us being normal friends?" I said "WE ARE NORMAL FRIENDS UR JUST FUCKING ME OVER I WANT U!..." he yelled at me.. "I want u too murds...but I don't know if I can trust u..." I said well looking him in the eyes.. " Then give me a chance to show u.." he said holding my waist.. I nodded and let him take over.. he kisses me and takes 2Ds top off of me and then taking his off after and then continues kissing me I undo his belt and take it off well kissing him. We break the kiss and he takes his jeans off well as his shoes and then picks me up and puts me on the bed well getting on top of me and kissing me. Out of no where 2D walks in "Hey-...I'll just get my top and head out..." 2D gets his top and walks out closing the door behind him...