Words Of Emotion

pre Christmas

the lights of the Christmas tree,
are blurred by my tears

it's unbelief and I am helpless,
because I'm walking all alone
By myself, 'cause there's nobody out there

Call me piteous please, that's who I am

It shouldn't be like this and I shouldn't be left in tears

But that's my Christmas, now and how it has always been
Try to comprehend and understand where I am
But trust me, you'll ask me why I am not happy

I don't wanna hear it, had it times enough already
Would be pleasing if you let me in my own peace and alone

Santa, you won't help me either
You are only the reason why,
And the cause of all my trouble

My only wish for Christmas this year,
is someone I haven't been before

I only wish to not experience this again, not my depression and not this Christmas time with you in my presence

Thank you
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It would be awesome if you checked my announcements; it's about a plot for a story with a lot of potential !
Please reply here or by the announcement. I hope you know some good authors too.
Go to the message via my profile for more information about it :)

To avoid misunderstandings,
( @superwholock-queen )
has written the plot, I help with looking for an author to write it.
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This is a pre Christmas Chapter, as a sort of preparation for the Special !

If you don't wanna miss it, it will probably come online on the 25 of December.
May change, so follow me for updates 😅