Yes, the title was intentional. It isn't the actual song title, but it fits this part of the story. The actual song is up top feel free to give it a listen.
The reason I chose this song to be my 'story's song' is because I have been listening to it a lot lately and it inspired me to write the last chapter for some reason. If you like the song, comment why and if it helped you through a rough time.Troy's POV. (Ty will have a POV soon, I just feel as if this part of the story is more about Troy.)
I told Ty that I was ready to go, and he nodded. He looked really nice in the white top, I had never seen him in anything but black before and it looked really good. We jumped into Ty's car and he started the engine, Our song, A Shoulder For You're Tears started playing, and we sung along.
Nobody checks behind your smile, so let me do just that.
I will be a shoulder you can cry on, I will help you through.
I will help you through.
Close you're eyes and dream with me. Wipe away those tears.
Let's turn sorrow into smiles and sleep away you're fears.
I'll stay right here and help you through it all, you're perfect just the way you are no matter what you feel.(Skip to end of song, I wrote this song and I haven't actually finished it yet so I don't know what else to write for the song. (: sorry)
Once the song finished, I leaned over and kissed Ty on the cheek, being careful not to distract him from the road. "So, how you holding up?" Ty asked sadly.
"Um, I guess I'm okay now, I mean I have had plenty of time to except it. It's just strange to know he is gone. This funeral is going to be hell." I said back, just as upset. Ty nodded, understanding what I had told him.•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•
"Here! Finally, I can stretch my legs!" Ty shouted. I chuckled at his cuteness and causing him to blush any latch onto my arm.
We walked; arms looped together, into a room full of Tom's friends and relative's, and even people who disliked him were sat in a huddle, crying. Me and Ty sat on a bench reserved for us next to his parents. It was an open coffin funeral and Tom was wearing his favorite black and white checked top, and night blue jeans.
"We didn't want to put him in a suit, he always hated them. So we went with what he would wear at least once a week." She laughed through sobs and crys. I nodded and placed my hand on top of hers. "I am so sorry about Tom. I wish I had given him a ride home, I feel terrible." Tom's mother cut me off using a hand signal. She wiped away the tears and smiled at me sadly.
"Troy." She paused to wipe away a stray tear rolling down my cheek. "Don't blame yourself. He would have gone anyway, even if you had taken him back home." I was about to protest that when her ex husband walked by and laid a hand on Ms.Dawn's shoulder and gave her some words of comfort before walking away with his tears.
"As I was saying, he would have gone back anyway. He went to true store, he got a card and a few little gifts. Anyway, the card was attached to a few boxes and it has you're name on it. Here." She handed me a big box full of smaller boxes. I didn't look, instead I took them to the car after thanking the woman.
"Why do you think he gave me anything?" I asked Ty.
"I don't know, to say sorry? But it's anyone's guess. He replied confused. I walked back into the room and spotted Leon, Em, Carolyn and Jake. (The word Jake was the 666 word... Hint hint...)
Em and Leon were holding hands and talking to Carolyn, meanwhile Jakes face was... Expressionless. I shrugged it of and walked over to the guys.Carolyn was wearing a black knee length dress which was lasey around her shoulders and her stomach, she wore a black, long vest underneath and the only skin you could see was her unaturaly pale fave due to the fact she was also wearing a leather jacket, black gloves and Doc Martin black, studded boots. She had done an amazing job on her eye make-up, her hair had been changed from black, to a really dark purple.
Leon wore his eyebrow piercing with a small black heart with a skull in the middle; the same as Em's. His clothing was plain black, black top with a slightly low neck lining, black jeans with the silver chain that he always connects to the jeans that he wears, a studded black biker jacket and biker boots in the shade of... You guessed it black!
Em wore her matching eyebrow piercing to Leon and the rest of her thousands of piercings. She had died her hair from bright purple to jet black with green highlights, it looked amazing! She was wearing a black pair of jeans with an Adventure Time picture printed on the back pockets. She didn't like dresses, a Harry Potter top that was pretty much black, and a black jumper with a dark grey cross with a bunch of skulls and barbed wire on the back; that jumper was previously owned by her boyfriend, Leon.
Finally, Jake. He wore a couple lip rings, but didn't we all?! His black jeans with the skull printed on the back, daps and a black primark jacket. He stood there with an emotionless face.
We exchanged smiles and hugs until Carolyn spoke up. "Hey! There is somebody I want you all to meet. He was a friend of mine a couple years back. He is now my boyfriend! His name is Phoenix."
Phoenix stood about a head taller than me, he had long, black hair with bangs that covered most of his face. He was good looking, and wore black and grey, mostly.
"Hey Phoenix. Um Carolyn, Dan and Phil are not coming, Phil came down with something and Dan wants to make sure, and I quote, 'his Philion is okay'" we all laughed slightly at that but carried on to our seats. A man walked to the stage and started to speak, the service had begun.
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Until I met you.
FanficSchool is suckish, my grades are bad, and my trust is no better, but when I met Troye, my heart skipped a beat. hell, it skipped the whole song! I don't want to mess up our friendship, but I want to have more with him. I have found out so many thing...