piemations stories from an autistic 14 year old

jealous

Mike x zach because I fucking love these two

Also my first tine writing angst hehe

Mike's pov

Why do I have to be so fucking selfish. Every time he even takes a glance at someone it makes me scared that he likes them. Its fucking painful to be like this. Im selfish, jealous, just an overall asshole. I make it seem like he doesn't deserve friends. He absolutely deserves friends and i even encourage him to get friends, but everytime i see him hang out with them it makes me mad. I dont even get myself, nor does he get me. Im confusing, selfish, jealous, and an asshole. I fucking hate myself when im around hi-
"Mike?" I hear his voice echo through my room, causing me to jump

3rd person

Mike glanced back at zach, his eyes red from crying. Zach stepped back a bit. "I.. heard you talking to yourself.. just wanted to make sure you were ok.." mike sniffled and weakly smiled. "Y-yeah.. im ok now.." "now? Mike whats going on.. are you really ok?" Zach walked over and sat on the edge of mike's bed. "Its nothing! Nothing at.. all.." mike glanced away from him and wiped one of his tears. He flinched when he felt zach gently put his hand on his head, pulling his face towards his own. Zach sighed. "You look like you've been crying.. you can tell me anything mike.."

Mike stayed silent, suddenly becoming so.. lovestruck.. from looking at zach. He was so inlove with him, just looking st him made his heart flutter with joy. Him staring at zach mixed with his sudden care for him made his face heat up a bit, causing a tad blush on his face. He felt so lost in space, suddenly smiling a b-
He snapped out of his thoughts from zach shaking him, causing him to shake his head and look back up at zach, this time trying to remember what was happening before he got lost in thought. "If you dont wanna tell me.. thats fine.." the taller man quietly mumbled

"Wha- oh.. yeah i was just.." mike returned to his thoughts from before, small tears forming in his eyes. Zach went to wipe them, but almost fell backwards from a sudden force on him. He looked down a bit to see mike, sobbing into his chest and whimpering, arms tightly wrapped around zach's waist. He sighed and gently hugged mike, patting his head. Mike's breathing slowed down a little as a weak smile curled up on his lips. "Im sorry for being such a jealous prick.." mike mumbled, quietly laughing to himself. "You aren't jealous, mike.. you just care about me."

Mike looked up at him once more, giggling. Zach was.. confused as to why he was giggling. He sat there for a moment before feeling mike's lips smash into his. Now he fell over. Fucking dumbass. Mike quickly pulled away, more blush forming on his face. Zach just laid there, trying to process what the fuck just happened. Mike tried to take this chance to quickly get up and run away, before zach pulled him back into the bed and kissed him again, this time being more gentle than mike was. Both their blushes became darker, mike pulling zach closer and deepening the kiss. When they pulled away, mike started laughing and hugged zach.

Sobbing

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