The Secret.

19 Hey, Sweet Pea

I heard the door banging. "Clementine?! You ok?" The door opened, and I heard foot steps, running. "Oh, shit Clem!" It was Violet. I couldn't move, couldn't speak, or see. "Clementine?! Come on Louis, I can't carry her, I need your help."

"Clem? Are you ok?" Louis asked. "Dude, she has glass in her, do you think she's ok?"

"Why is there blood everywhere..."

I felt like someone was putting burning hot water on me, but I still couldn't say anything, like a sleep paralysis dream, only it wasn't a dream.
  I closed my eyes, the last thing I heard any one say was "Get Ruby, know, AJ!"

Dream
"Hey, Sweet Pea." Lee said. "Lee?" I looked behind me. I ran up to him, and hugged him, "Hey, sweet pea." He smiled. "What do you need to talk about this time?" He smiled. "Everything... Javier is back, and Jesus, you remember him, right?"

"Oh, yeah, I remember him, what happened?" Lee smiled. "He's gone, Lee someone shot him, and Molly's back too, she's not the same person anymore, she lost...s- she's gone too, or at least I think so, she had some sort of bomb, and...." I paused. "It's ok, sweet pea" he said. I cryed. "What's the matter sweet heart?" He asked. "Lee, me and Louis...we didn't mean too, well, we did." I said. "Shit." I said under my breath. "Iam pregnant, lee." I closed my eyes.

Lee hugged me. "Look, Clem. It'll be ok. You raised AJ, good, remember?" He smiled. "I didn't...I messed up, hell, I was to much of a cowerd to even tell my group."

"Clem... it's going to be ok." He said another time. "I hope so." I said. "It's Time for me to go." He said looking out the train opened door. "Goodbye lee. I love you." I said wiping my eyes. "I love you too."

I woke up

I looked around the room, it was slightly blurry. I heard a voice call me from the room.  "Clem!" It was Louis. "Your awake!"
I slowly sat up, and Louis hugged me. "Hi Louis." I said scratchy. I rubbed my hand, which had cuts. "What happened?" I asked rubbing them. "Glass broke." He closed his eyes. "It was everywhere, and all the blood..." He finished. "Iam sorry Lou, you don't have to finish." I said stroking his hair. "Iam just glad your ok." He kissed my lips.

I slowly got up, clenching my side as I did. "W- what's the matter are you ok?" He stuttered. "Iam fine, Iam fine." I said grabbing his hand for Ballance.
"Wait before we go, it's  kinda cold outside, and by kinda I mean like 24⁰. So uh yeah. I found some jackets in your closet." He said slow at first but then faster. He smiled, and had a face for a moment. "You ok, Louis?" I asked. "You've been asleep for 3 days, I thought you were going to d-." He stopped. "Iam fine, Lou ok?" I said. "I promise."

He reached for the jacket that was in the closet. It was a dark brown color, with a unicorn on the back with big written words on it unicorncopia. "Yeeeah. Let's just say, this was the thickest one I could find." He laughed. I heasated for a moment and put it on. I winced when some thread got cought on one of my cuts, but I didn't want Louis to worry so I didn't say anything.

The Jackets was baggy, whick I thought was alright for when I started showing, which I wasn't much. "That's looks...." He thought for a moment. He just gave a thumbs up. I laughed.

   I walked out of the dorm, AJ looked up. "Clem!!" He ran up to me and hugged me tightly. I got to his height. "Hey kiddo." I said. He fixed his hat, and grabbed my hand. "Are you hungry?" Louis wisperd in my ear. I was silent. "Yes." I wisperd back. "That's great because Omar cooked some fish." He smiled. I walked out side feeling the cold breeze hit my cheeks. Violet got up from the bench. "Your awake." She said softly. "There's so many cuts..." She looked down. I was confused for a moment, but I new what she meant. "Iam ok." My voice was still scratchy. Aasim walked out of the cellar saying something on his way up. "Ok guys, that corner down there is disgusting!" He looked up, and looked at me stopping what he said. "Holy shit." He said and ran to me. "Your awake." He said. "Iam sorry for how I treated you earlier, about you know, and shit...Iam sorry." He rubbed his neck. "Don't be, Aasim, it's ok." I smiled. "Oh, hey Clem." Omar smiled. I looked to my left and he was waving. "About the mess in the cellar." I said. "Is Molly still alive has any raiders came?" I asked with a tone. "No, she...blew up, there's nothing left." He asked. "Why?"

"Molly said something about May getting raiders, she said that there's more of them." I said. "Don't worry bout' it, first you need to eat." Violet said. I saw Javi, he looked sad, but smiled when he saw me. Willy was on the stand for lookout.

   I walked up to Javi. "Hey." He smiled. I did the only thing I could think of which was to hug him. "Iam so sorry, Javi." I said. he was silent for a moment. "Me too. " He said. "You go eat, You must be hungry." He smiled. I sat at a bench Violet and Aj were sitting with us. looking at my empty plate. I could see my reflection. There were small cuts all over my face, on my nose, eyebrow under my eyes, on my neck, forehead, cheeks , and one of my eyes were grey blinded like a walker, just grey, with a cut on the puple, whick was barely visible, more cuts than what I thought. I dropped the plate pushing it away from me. I put my head into my arms, and cryed. "Iam a monster." I said under my breath.  Louis and Violet looked at me and he put his arm around me. "No your not." He said almost sad. "Louis, Iam half blind, my voice is fucked, my face is going to scar-" Louis stopped me. "That doesn't matter, Clem, your still alive." He brushed some hair behind my ear.

"I love you, my Clementine, and Iam so glad I have you in my life, your the reason why Iam not scared anymore, Clem." He paused.

  "You are the reason why Iam alive. And I love you, not just for your looks, for you, Clementine, for just being you."

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