Just an Option

Chapter 5 : Her Insecurity

Misty POV

Pababa na ko ng hagdan ng may narinig akong nag tatawanan. Hmmf? Sino kaya yun. May bisita kaya? 8pm na ah.

"You're so sweet Carl :) hahaha" Tawa tawang sabi ni Ate Meisha

"Sayo lang naman Anne:) alam mo naman, malakas ka sakin eh!" Sabi ng familiar na boses ng lalaki.

Nang makababa ako, di ko inasahan na ang lalake palang kausap ni ate Meisha ay si Terrence. Awtupabels... They look so happy :( I hope I can make Tristan happy like ate meisha did.

"Oh! Sis andyan ka pala:) mag dinner ka na, sorry di na kits masasabayan huh! Kumain na kasi kami ni Carl" wow ang bait! May sis pang nalalaman! Pakitang tao:( pag kami lang naman halos isumpa ako.

"Okay lang ate Mei:) " sabi ko nalang.

"Hi Misty:)" masayang bati ni Terrence

"Hi din :) sige kain muna ko" sagot ko Kay Terrence

Second name basis pala tawagan nila, si Terrence nag isip nun para saw sweet.. Anne and Carl . hmmf. Gusto pala nya ng sweet eh, dapat kumain nalang sya ng asukal! Kainis-.-

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After Kong mag dinner mag isa, which is always happen, pumunta nalang along sa sala para makita si Terrence at Ate.

"Oh Misty, alis na ko, Goodnight:) see you nalang tomorrow sa school." Paalam ni Terrence

"Hatid na kita sa gate Carl" ate Meisha said

"Naku , kikiligin na ba ako hon?:) " malanding sabi ni Terrence. Ouch!

"Sira! Hon ka dyan! Tara na ! Hatid na kita sa may gate!". Savi ni ate bago naunang lumabas sa pinto.

"Yiiee.. Tara hon! Baka naman ihatid mo pa ko sa bahay huh? Hahaha" masayang sabi ni Terrence bago lumabas

Tsk tsk.. Ako na, ako na Broken :'(
Mag haharutan nalang dito pa sa loob ng bahay ! ! Bwisit.

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Meisha POV

I am Meisha Anne Marquez, 15 yes old. I have the looks, the brain, the perfect body, and the attention. Everybody adore me, they think that I'm perfect, they think that I'm an Angel.. Tss

Akala nila I have everything
Yes I am beautiful, Yes I am intelligent because I am always Number 1 in the class, and Yes I have a perfect body.

Despite of those good characteristics, I am not happy. Why?
Because the attention that I want to get is impossible to achieve because of Misty's existence.

Oo halos lahat ng pag hanga at attention ng lahat na sakin , but unfortunately yung mga taong gusto kong mapansin yung worth ko wala sakin yung atensyon na Kay Misty.

That's why I hate her so much.
The attention of my mother is in her, mahal na mahal ni mommy si Misty, maybe dahil mag kamukha sila. Oo mahal ako ni mommy, but I hate the fact that she loves Misty most. Ginagawa ko ang best ko para mad mahalin ako ni mommy but I think it's never enough. Buti pa si daddy he loves me so much.

My brother Matthew also loves him so much. They are very close to the point na nakalimutan nilang kapatid din nila ko. I hate that Misty so much, kasi feeling ko sinusulsulan nya si Matthew to be in her side.

And lastly, my first crush, my first love, my best friend, Bryle Joseph Mendoza . We're bestfriends since elementary, we're always classmates. He is the most handsome guy I've ever met. He is nice and intelligent. Mayaman di ang pamilya nya. In short, nasa kanya na ang lahat ng gugustuhin ng isang babae.

But unfortunately, he's in love with my sister Misty. And that is the reason why I loathe Misty. Insecurity filled my heart. Bakit sa lahat sya pa? :'(

Ginawa ko naman lahat para mahalin ako ni Bryle but I failed. I show him na mabait ako, mahinhin, humble, maka Diyos. Pero wala, si misty pa rin.

That's why I end up in the idea of breaking her heart, through Terrence. Alam ko dati pa syang may gusto kay Terrence, and luckily Terrence love me. Kung kailangan Kong sagutin si Terrence para lang masaktan si Misty gagaein ko. Hindi pwedeng ako lang ang mag dusa.

Minsan naiiyak nalang ako, kasi I never feel happiness despite of those achievements. Kasi, I can't show the real me. Because I need to pretend that i'm nice because that's what my father wants. Lahat kasi ng utos nya sinusunod ko.

"Hey, Meisha. It's late, pumasok ka na". Natauhan ako sa sinabi ni dad. Nandito pa pala ko sa may gate. Kahahatid ko lang kasi Kay Terrence dito sa gate.

"Yes dad! " I said before I go to my room.