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the crazy dream state

(this chapter will be full of the in and outs of skysea's past life. i hope you guys like this stuff. mentions of self harm)

I was born to my two parents. My mother, Diane who was 23 and my dad, Joe was 25. they were madly in love. at least that's what they showed. on the outside we were a happy family but on the inside....

"shut the hell up!" my dad screamed at me. "no you know it the fucking truth." i yelled back. we were arguing about how how he brought his house wrecker into our home. "I'm going to tell mom!" i yelled grabbing the phone. before i can put a single number in my father snacked the phone out of my hand. he railed his hand back and smacked me straight in the face. with tears running down my face i yelled at him. "i hate you i hate this place i hate the fact i was even born." i ran to my bedroom and started tearing down pictures that involved him and ripping them. i saw our family picture and grabbed it and started crying more. "why... why my family?"  i walked into my bathroom and got into the bottom part of my sink grabbing a box. i open the box and see the contents of it and grab the sharpest thing. a razor blade. i hold this sharp shiny metal in my palm before lifting my other arm and start cutting. i cut and cut before i throw the razor against the wall in front of me. tears falling onto my arm mixing with the red crimson blood. it all pooling on my arm the dripping into the floor causing small puddles of tears and blood to form.

i blackout from loss of blood only to wake and disappear back and forth seeing my mom crying over my almost lifeless body. i see her get up and run. i see her with a phone then nothing. i wake up in a hospital . i look around and see patients in socks and gowns just walking. i see some in corners. some on couches. i sit up and look around before a nurse walks in holding a tray. "oh miss Thomas, you are awake that's good." she says smiling putting down the tray. "where am i?" i ask looking at my now bandaged arm. "oh you are at children physic ward." great my parents think I'm crazy but I'm not. "how long was i out?" i continue my questions. "about three weeks. shit. 

i stay at this hospital for weeks no calls no visits from my parents. they don't care. my dad is probably im here cause his secret is safe. oh well ill tell her on day. "skysea." a lady says. i get off the couch and walk into the office and see my mother. "I'm...going home?" i say on the brink of crying. my mom nods. i sprint to grab my stuff and we leave. as we are driving i look out the window. i debate if i should tell my mother. i go to speak before my mother says "I'm so sorry for letting you get to that point." she says. i wanted to scream and tell her it was my dad's fault not hers. "mom..." i start but she hold up her hand and pulls into a parking lot. "i know your father is cheating but if i leave him ill have nothing. ill lose you kids." she says her face in her hands. 

jump to a few days before apocalypse

im outside playing with my sister in the tree house. i look out the window of the tree house. is warm and sun shinning bright. not a care in the world. i look back at my sister and make her a promise. 'ill never leave you again.' we get down and race inside to see if dinner is done but we hear fighting instead. "you are a man whore!" my mother screams at my father. "i wouldn't have to be if you were obedient to me." he yells back. then i hear the deafing smack and crash. i tell my sister to go back to the tree house that i forgotten my doll's hair brush. she runs out to grab the brush as i walk into the living room and see my mom. she's laying in a pile of wood and glass that was a coffee table and a red mark across her cheek. i yell at my father that he is a piece of shit. i yell insult after insult while helping my mother up. he charges at me pulling his belt from his pants and hits me in the back with it causing me to scream in pain. all sudden im being pulled away from the beating from my mother. as im being pulled away everything starts fading to a bright light. first my house then my father then im laying on my side a large fire in front of me. someone stroking my hair. i go to get up but the person stops me. a distorted voice echoes in my ears "guys shes awake."