znation OC x 10k

Did I fall in love with my enemy?

So after me and 10k walked into the cabin i lay into the bed not bothering taking off my jacket. Tommy looks over at me and smiles walking over and sitting down kissing me. I kiss back smiling slightly. "im so tired." Tommy says with a sigh. "Me too" i agree with him. "hey Murphy said you needed to tell me something. What was it?" Tommy asks taking off his boots. I curse under my breath and breath in deeply. "Tommy, i was pregnant when murphy bit me." i say softly. "Oh... I uh." He stutters and struggles to find the right wording. "im so sorry skysea, but im kinda glad he did." Those words broke my heart. It killed me tears filling my eyes as i asked "what do you mean?" I sit up on my arms looking at him fighting the tears that want to burn my face. "well skysea, i dont ever want kids not in this world. Maybe when its all over and there is a safe place but till then it was a good thing he... well aborted it for you." I stand straight up anger and venom in my voice. "THE FUCK 10K WHY WOULD EVER FUCKING SAY THAT!" he looked shocked at my sudden outburst.

"Well skysea we shouldn't have kids, we are still kids ourselves." I roll my eyes. "tommy You are the most dence fucking man ive ever seen. You really think i wanted a kid but your dumbass trusted old ass condoms THAT BROKE!" before he could reply i grab my bag crying and running out of the cabin him following stopping to stare at the group who has now gatherred near the door. I run and run tears blurring my vision hearing increasing foot steps behind me. "10K STOP FOLLOWING ME DAMNIT!!!" i whip around to see Murphy instead of 10k behind me. "WHAT?" i yell at him feeling hurt and hated. 

"skysea i wanna say im sorry." i fall to my knees and cry. "i guess i should thank you..." he looked at my sobbing figure a little confused. "what do you mean?" I look up my face now a bit puffy from crying. "10k Never wanted a child.... he thinks it was a good thing that you killed it." His face went from confused to sad to angry. "Why that was his own flesh and blood." That sentence broke me and i cried harder and i hear the crunches of sticks and leaves come closer. Murphy leans down rubbing my back. "are you gonna be ok." he asks. "No, he said he never wanted kids.... he said that he was glad it is gone. Murphy i fell in love with it before it was even a gender, it was my baby." I cry harder and he sits beside me rubbing my back. 

"well if i ever found a woman and found out she was pregnant, I would hold her closer then ever. I dont know how it feels to loose a baby, but i wanna say I feel bad that he was such a asshole." When he said this my heart fluttered a bit. maybe it was cause i was upset and needed some kind of confurt. or maybe its cause what he said really hit me in the heart. "hey can i tell you a secret sky." He says him saying my nick name hit me in a way it havent in a while. It felt like when i fell for a guy who i trusted before he died. "hmm?" I hum in confusion. "Ive liked you since the day you tried punching me." I was shocked. "and well you are such a strong woman, you still show your emotions." he continues. He leans near my ear "i would love for you to run away with me again." The thought of being gone away from 10k, when he hurt me once again, it felt freeing. 

I stand up and start walking further away from the cabins. Murphy follows behind, He jogs a bit to catch up. "do you?" He asks. "Murphy give me time to think imma walk the perimiter just tell the others i need to blow off steam." He nods stoping before walking back in the direction of the cabins. As i walk around and weight pros and cons of both of them. "well Murphy wants kids. he also made a whole town run again. but he also made me into a fucking drone." I sigh as i keep walking seeing a zombie i pull out my blade and slice its head in half. "But 10k is super sweet and loves me with all his heart... i think." I keep walking and just finally stop and whisper, "mom i need a sign here please help me..."

After i say this Warren walks over from apperrently no where and says "hey, you ok?" I shake my head slighly tears rolling down my face. "I feel think 10k just spoke out of shock and anger." she continues. "No i feel thing he was thinking about this for a while." i blurt out angrily. Thats when i made my dicision. I wave away warren when she trys to speak again and I tell her "leave me alone please." she nods and walks away. I walk twords the cabins seeing murphy standing there. "hey wanna get out of here?" i ask and walk over hugging him. He hugs me and smile spreads across his face. We sneak away and start running finding a old truck he lets me drive and i decide that the city is a great place to be. As we drive i feel his eyes on me so i look over. "can i help you?" i ask. "you will be a beautiful and great mother." he says this makes me smile and lean over kissing his cheek. "thank you Murph but if you think im trying for a kid with you once we get back you better be dreaming." i say joking. "oh trust me sky, we have alot to do to get a house ready for a baby and plus farming..." he goes on and on, the energy and enthusiasm makes me smile brightly.

Did i make the right choice? Should have i stayed with 10k? Should i have never let 10k into my heart? Let me know!