znation OC x 10k

should i love him

i hear a aweing noise. i open my eyes slowly seeing addy standing there. "son of a.." i start saying before i get shushed by her. why is everyone shushing me. i get up trying to wake tommy as i do sneaking out. "what's up something wrong?" i whisper as i close the door. "nothing i wanted to go dip in the lake wanna come?" so addy just woke me up to dip in the lake. jeez she's crazy but it sounds fun. "sure." i say walking outside seeing the sun rising slowly over the horizon. ok its gorgeous but how were we gonna swim. "hey what are we swimming in?" i ask addy looking over at her. she smiles and drags me by the arm to the lake. "strip." she simply says. "what?" i said very confused and wondering why. "just do it ok." ok she is officially weird but a skinny dip sounds great. so i start striping letting my clothes fall to the ground and then run in with addy us giggling like little kids. we splash and dip under. next thing we have been in for hours and we are just floating. next thing i hear a laugh. so i look over seeing addy kinda hiding her self under the water so i look the direction she is and. there standing is Mack and tommy. just staring. "damn babe you look like you are having fun!" mack says looking at addy. "come join guys!" addy says to my surprise as my head slowly bobs up and down trying to hide my exposed self. 

"no." i say bluntly which causes addy to swim over. "don't worry skysea you'll be fine 10k wont join he's to much of a PUSSY!" she says that last part loudly towards the boys. i looked back at the boys seeing that mack was now naked. i averted my eyes to the bushes where my clothes neatly folded. i swim closer and closer before i feel a tug at my shoulder and i scream. i smack awake the hand before whipping around seeing addy holding her hand close to her chest. "s..sorry i need to go." i swim not caring who sees my exposed behind. i grab my clothes hurriedly getting dressed. and i start to think to myself the amount  of times if jumped and screamed since i met them. "you are weak." i hear myself say. "i need to leave." i gotta continue alone." i say walking to the cabin seeing everyone else getting ready to leave. "hey where is addy and mack?" warren asks shoving a small first aid kit in her bag. i guess she found it in the bathroom. "in the lake careful they are naked." i fake a smile walking away to the room me and 10kk shared.

i open the door to see ten getting the rest of his clothes on like his jacket. i grab my clothes i had gotten from the house before i was taken. i walk to the bathroom and close the door gettiing dressed. i search the cabinets in the bathroom for anything else useful and i see pads tampons deodorant and make up. i leave the bathroom and go grab my bag and return grabbing it all and return the bathroom. i shove everything except the make up in my bag. i used the make up to make my tired eyes look beautiful again with shades of brown and gold. eye liner and mascara and i don't even bother with my lips. i walk out seeing everyone occupied teasing mack and addy laughing. i leave undetected and i start towards the wood's end. then i hear that sweet voice that made me so weak once before. now this voice fills me with so much sorrow and hurt that tears make their way out. "hey skysea the car isnt that way remember?" he says with a small hint of happiness in it. 

i turn to see his cute smile, now turn into a frown as he sees my red eyes and tear. my bitter tears soak my mask as i cry. "skysea what's wrong?" he asks coming closer. i back away holding my hands close to my chest. "ten i..i cant." i say as my voice starts to crumble. "cant what?" he asks stopping worry in his bright eyes. "love again." i say bluntly. "yes you can you can always learn too." he says  "no i cant i don't want to ten." i say my voice officially broken. "but you can," he starts but interrupt. "NO TEN IF I DO ILL LOSE YOU AND THE GROUP!" i scream. he looks at me as if his whole world just fell into place. "skysea.." he starts again, "no ten i wont loose you. i wont loose addy or warren, doc, and mack or even murphy." i say but before i continue i feel a warmth envelop my body. its ten hugging me tightly. i release the breath i didn't know i was holding in. he whispers in my ear, "skysea please let me show you how to love again." i burst into tears realizing that he really loved me. he doesn't want me to leave just as much as i don't want to. 

"you, love me?" i ask pushing him gently to look into his eyes. "yes skysea i do." he says a smile emerging from his face. i smile through the tears and ask, "are you asking to go out with me?" he nods then says. "would you be mine. my badass in the stupid apocalypse and stay with me and the others to get murphy to California?" i shake my head yes smiling and giggling as it starts to sprinkle. i look up as the sprinkle becomes harder and harder. it starts to pour soaking us in water. i look back down at ten him still looking up then back down at me and smiles. i lean in and kiss his sweet lips  he grabs my waist pulling me in making the kiss deeper. "YAAASSS QUEEEN!" i hear addy yell. i release ten from the kiss and look behind him at addy in the car with everyone else shoved in like a clown car. "CMON LOVE BIRDS LETS GO!!" warren yells. me and ten look at each other and laugh a bit running as quickly as possible. 

we get to the car and see that addy is sitting on macks lap murphy in the passenger warren driving and doc in the middle. "you first baby butt." i say chuckling. ten goes but red as he gets in and addy gives me a look of confusion. "ill tell you when we get going." i say. she nods and i hop in getting comfy on ten's lap. maybe falling in love is  good now but why do i feel like ill lose him. me and addy laugh and giggle like we did in the lake. me fake crying about to actully cry seeing the small bruise on addys wrist. the size of half a dime. i apologize over and over making her giggle. we drive talking and me and addy lay on doc causing him to laugh and let something slip. "my beautiful girls...." me and addy look at each other and then at doc. then we say in unison. "AWE GRAMPS!!" which causes everyone laugh. yep its peaceful i wish it could last. but then it happens.