This feeling

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As I slowly fall asleep I hear a slight whining beside me. I open my eyes and see 10k wiggling and worming around. he had sweat rolling down his forehead causing the dirt to loosen and fall along with the sweat.  I slowly sit up and look at his face that once was peaceful when I first layed down now scrunched up with wrinkles covering different spots on his face. "10k." I whisper trying to wake him up. seeing him in this restless sleep makes me flash back to when me and my sister would hear my mom and fight and scream so i would hold her. once she fell asleep she would squirm and whimper in her sleep till I held her tighter. " 10k" I say a bit louder not enough to wake everyone else just to get him attention. he continued to worm and whine so I decided to do what I used to do with my sister. i slowly got up and layed my head on his chest and herd his fast heart beat and his heavy breaths. it made me smile a bit. "sleep tight." i whisper to him. I lie awake until I hear his heavy breaths soften and his heart beat slow. i can finally sleep. 

{trigger warning: slight sexual assult, talk of murder, talk of rape, abuse}

dream state third person 

Skysea was running and running taking turn after turn to escape her persures. "go away!" she screams as she runs. the three giant males chancing close behind her. "c'mon we just wanna talk." the darker male says with a chuckle in his voice. "Gotcha!" the paler male says as he grabs skysea by her shirt causing her to jerk back. "fuck!" she exclaims. The third male pulls her up by her long hair causing her to yelp and squirm. "let me go fuckers! she screams spitting in their face. the male pins her to the wall behind her and holds a knife to her throat. "do it again i like to play with my food. I like it when they fight back." the two other males nod and walk away leaving skysea alone with him. "I'm gonna have fun with you. before we kill you." that sentence causes skysea to scream she though maybe she could get zombies to come through. no luck tho the man was already kissing her neck. she kicks him in the baby maker and causes him to fall and growl in pain. "stupid bitch!" She starts running but before she gets far the other two males get to her. "where you going fun has just begun sweat heart." the darker of the two say as they pull skysea by her hair and slamming her to a wall then she feels the cold blade on her face. "so we are either gonna get what we want or we will kill you here and now. leave you as a walking corpse to forever live or be walking dead forever." she thinks and growls at the thought of these men touching her for their own amusement. "kill me then asshole get it over with but just know as a zombie i will come back and devour every last bit of you. even your nastey fucking souls." she spits her venom towards them making them laugh. " so be it then bitch but first lets ruin this geourgous face of yours huh?" the man slowly starts cutting her face from her lip to the bottom of her ear the other males holding her down has he does so. a groan of exictment escapes his lips as he does so. his buddies just laugh as tears roll down her face as the pain is worse then death itself. as they do so she hers a familiar voice ring out. its.. its "10k?'

"skysea." "skysea" "skysea!" i wake up with a jolt seeing 10K's worried expression. wiping the sweat off my face. "sorry i woke you up." i was with tears still rolling down my face. my fingers instantly grazing the scars that serve as constant reminders. "sorry." i say again about to get up but 10k pulls me back down to the tent floor. "what happened?" he asked with worry in his voice. Oh no why does he want to know? why does he need to know he had a bad dream too. "well its a long story but what about you why were you whining in your sleep last night?" this question makes him let go of my arm and look down at the old dirty tent floor. " first no one else is awake but i had a dream about my dad I'm sorry if I woke you up." "its fine 10 I had a dream about how i got these scars. "hey you two yah awake were moving out in about five minutes!" warren says from outside. I get up and walk out the warm sun hits my face. "well warren i looked at the car last night no way I'm getting it running I'm sorry." i say pointing at the old car. i put on my mask. " its ok we will walk." i nod and start gathering all my shit. "hey skysea." Addy says grabbing my shoulder. "yeah?" i say turning around. "would you like to stay with us?" "woh.. woh.. woh! isn't their enough mouths to feed?" murphy asks. "He's right Addy the bigger the group more people to feed and plus I don't think i could stand him for how ever long." i say shooting a death glare at murphy. "c'mon kid i think 10 likes you." doc says looking towards 10. "maybe but love makes people vulnerable. no offence Addy." i say nodding towards Addy. "none taken and besides you've been alone how long?" now that I think about she's right I've been alone for a while. "fine but only till you guys find a car or something." I say smiling under my mask. "yey!" Addy says cheering. while murphy grunts. " guess you are stuck with me bitch!" i call out to murphy. 

after we get everything packed we start walking I guess towards California. they told me that's where they need to get murphy for the cure. I don't know if I wanna believe in this 'cure' but Addy says hope drives her forward so I guess I'll believe in it.. for now. 

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