my nerdy little secret 2

outcast

B's POV

oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck what did I just do??? Why did I say that shit?? My head spins as everything that just happened renders, we broke up. That's all that matters, I don't get to text her anymore, kiss, hug, why why, why did I say that. I cry as I think about it more.

The girls comfort me "aw honey are you ok??" Asks one. I nod while sniffing up boogers as if to prove I was lying.  Hannah walks in "so you were dating that skank?" My teeth grind as I hear her call Quinn a skank, I whip my head at her, anger all over my face. " What, it's not like you actually liked her anyways, you never hung out with her, more less talked about her." My eyes widen, this is true. After everything we've been through, after so many promises, I acted as if she was just some girl in the background.

My heart aches, no wonder she was so angry.  And after all that she kept on a plaster smile, cause I was happy. But I guess I pushed her too far. It wasn't like her to say those things, and even though I know it was in the heat of the moment it still hurt. She was right, I was stuck up and afraid of my parents.  To the point that I never got to find out what hobbies I liked, what my style was or if I might just like rock instead of pop.

My parents controlled my life, and I let them. Because of that, I turned angry at the world and treated everyone like they were my enemy.  "Wait does that mean your like a lesbian???" Asks layla in a scared way. I look over at her and then at the ground.

"Omg have you been staring at us when we change?!!?" Shouts Jay, while walking backwards away from me.  My chest tightens and it feels hard to breath all of a sudden "n-no I promise you I've never!" Hannah cuts me off "Ew you probably got off from our bodies didn't you, you fukin fag. Let's go girls." She starts to walk away with them as they whisper and mutter about me.

I clench my fist and grind my teeth, this sucks. I thought they were my friends,  that I could count on them no matter what. But as soon as they find out I'm lesbian they turn on me??? That's seriously fucked up. I take off my shoe and toss it directly at Hannah's head, she grunts and whips her head back at me. "As if I'd look at you gross ass body! I'd rather go straight then get off on it!"

Hannah's face twists into an ugly angry face full of rage, Jay and Layla gasp while holding their hands in front of their mouths. "That's it bitch, consider yourself off the team! And with that your whole social life!" She stomps off while the two girls hurry after her, I give her the bird as she leaves, fuck her anyways I don't need her.

W

I head to my first class and take a seat, I look around and see people stealing glances at me while whispering to each other. I get anxious and my nerves get the better of my, I hang my head down and scratch my arms. The teacher walks in, causing it to quiet down a bit and I'm able to hear 1 of the 3 conversation that are still going on. "Yea apparently they were summer fuck buddies and totally just broke it off. Tons of people saw, she was some nerd from the engineering club I heard." I wanted to slam my desk and tell them to shut the fuck up but didn't get the chance.

"Silent down please, now everyone we will be doing a group project as you know and it will count as half you grade for the semester.  If you fail to turn it in or complet it you will be forced to take summer school next year." I sigh, group projects suck, people always ask me to be in their group but then instead of working we fool off the whole time.

I look around but realize most of these kids are slackers and don't do their work. So I'll just go for the most eligible looking kids. "Everyone please stand up and walk over to you partners. Remember groups of 3 only. " The sound of chairs scratching on the floor fill the air, I walk over to a kid names Oscar and ask if he wants to be my partner but her ignores me and walks away. I stare at him take off then proceed to try and find someone else.

I go ask a girl named Gwen but she scoffs at me and jogs off. I stand there in defeat,  why is everyone ignoring me? I go and ask this boy who I don't know the name of, cause no one ever wants to team up with him but as I approach, he stands up and walks to a group of kids. I feel my face get red and I freak out.

"Has everyone found a team?" The teacher asks, I look around at everyone in their groups and slowly raise my hand in defeat and embarrassment. 
" Miss Castellano. I don't have a group." My face flushes red as I say words I've never said before. The teacher looks up in probably as much shock as me "oh, um would anyone take Blythe in their group??" The room is silent until finally a boy raised his hand. I look over and see Bryan, he was on the soccer team and really handsome. "We'll take her miss." I smile at him and the gi next to him.

"Good, now everyone use this time to discuss your topic." I rush over to their table and sit with them, they look over at me and smile "sup Blythe, things ain't going all that well with you??" Asks Bryan. I laugh nervously "yeah you know, high-school drama shit." The girl nods and puts her hand out "the names Kaitlyn,  I'm Bryan's bestie since kindergarten. " I shake her hand "oh that's cool, wish I knew someone that long." I laugh nervously as we release hands.

"So shall we get started then?" Asks Bryan, I nod,

See things can't be that bad.

HELLO GUYS!!!! So I just wanted to make sure you all know to read the first part of my story before this one, cause I'm sure if you didn't you're super confused rn, the first one is the same name and cover as this one just subtract the 2! I hope you all enjoyed today's chapter and expect alot more of B's POV.