𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚
𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙡𝙮 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙧
started: nov 16 2021
completed: jan 4 2022
(unedited)
this was my first time writing a fanfic so it's not the best :)
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oct 1 2016! 4:30 PM! ROBERT
I got home from set and I tapped the message app. I pressed her contact and was about to message her when I realize the message had been unsent. I have no idea what that means. I decide to ask my sister Lizzy. I talk to her about Jules and she gives me advice back. She thinks that she meant to send it but but unsent it out of fear so I decided to take the risk and send her a message. I looked back at her message that I took a screenshot of.
hey rob im writing you this letter to tell you how much you mean to me, and to thank you for coming into my life. You are something I never thought could exist for me. You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life.
I have been through many relationships, but didn't really take any of them seriously. I was used and abused by zayn who I really loved. So I decided to play someone the same way that he had played me. then the kanye thing happened and people started attacking me for everything i did especially my dating life so then i took a break from dating.
at first i didn't know what to do because i didn't want to have any relationships. i mean i felt like we were moving to fast its only been a month and i was scared of what people would say but then i realized that i shouldnt be thinking about what other people say about me and i should be thinking about what i want.
i know its only been a month but i really like being around you and every single time i'm with you or talking to you whether its online or not i fall more and more in love with you.
I then went back to her contact and typed the message.
hi jules. i know you deleted the message but i saw it and i just decided i wanted to let you know how i felt about you. I really enjoy being around you I talk about you so much to others its almost my entire personality ahaha. I like talking to you and youre just a really amazing person to be around and like I said before I like a lot of things about you. youre smile is so beautiful your hair is so soft and shiny. youre eyes are the most beautiful eyes ever, i even painted my room the color of your eyes aahauah. i've actually known you since your album epiphany came out. the first time i saw you during the epiphany concert i just looked at you and thought holy shit this girl is the most beautiful talented girl i have ever seen. your performance was beautiful. then i saw you at the met gala and i could not take my eyes off of you when i saw you walking down the red carpet. then we talked and you were so interested then i realized there was way more to you than i thought. we kept and talking after that and when you told me you werent supposed to attend then met gala i thought about what my life would be like without you. god i cant imagine what my life would be like without you. i can talk about everything i love about you and how i fell in love with you for hours but this letter is getting to long but anyways thats it i love being around you and you are the most amazing woman i have ever met in my entire life.
I reviewed it about a gazillion times before I pressed send with a shaky hand. it was about 8:00 PM and i decided to have dinner and get ready for bed
oct 1 2016 8:00 PM JULIA
I was eating dinner and talking to Nai when a notification came up. It was Roberts. I saw some of what he sent me
hi jules. i know you deleted the message but i saw it and i just decided i wanted to let you know how i felt about you...
I didn't know what to do but I know that he saw the message. I think about it for a seccond and decide to just read it.
After 30 minutes of just rereading and smiling at what he said to me. After that I didn't know what to do so I called him and thankfully he answered after 2 rings.
"hey" I say grinning
"hi" he chuckles
god his voice.
"soo I'm guessing you read the message"
"yup"
"oh by the way I was drunk when I sent my letter to you"
"Ohh" He laughs
"I love hearing your voice" I say
"Thank you I love hearing you too"
"So what do we do about this?" I ask
"Why don't we try long distance until you move to LA"
We keep on talking and he constantly tries to flirt with me and I can't stop blushing.
