Secrets | Kiribaku | Bakugou Angst

Chapter 2- Social Experiment

Bakugou's POV:

7:50am

I walk into the dark classroom, flicking on the light switch carelessly as I pass, obviously failing and having to walk back and actually turn it on.

*sigh*

My desk is situated close to Kirishima's but not close enough. Never close enough.

I stroll over and sit in my desk, plugging my ear-phones in and listening to depressing music. My head lays uncomfortably on my desk, cushioned by only my arms and hands.

My head feels heavy, so do my eyes. I know damn well they are puffy and red, with visible eye bags underneath.

Just great

I got 3 hours of sleep. Got to sleep at around 4:00am woke up at around 7:00am. I'm only here early because my room makes me paranoid. It's too familiar, I've seen it too much. I'm in it too much. And I wouldn't want to walk in late, everyone's eyes on me, gives me too much anxiety.

Although this is my usual sleep routine, my head feels exceptionally heavy today. All those depressing and anxious thoughts are hard work.

I can't stop my eyes from closing, I guess I should just give in to the sleep.

"Ugou, Bakugou, BAKUGOU!!"

"..noooo" I whine, not wanted to face reality. Wait who is that? Where am I?

Oh shit I feel asleep at school!!

I jolt my head up, taking in my surroundings.

Kirishima. His red crimson eyes staring into mine. Sparkling in the sun light that's creeping through the window beside me.

"You fell asleep," Mina exclaims, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"O-Oh" I stutter. Oh?! OH?! That's all I have to say? What is wrong with me? I had to stutter too!! I think, quickly checking the time.

8:35am

Thank Allmight class hasn't started yet.

"Anyways, Bakubro do you want to hang out with me this afternoon? The rest of the bakusquad are busy and I've been so boreddddd" Kirishima exclaims.

His voice is so hot omg. He wants to hang out with me? Me?! All alone...just the two of us...

"Fine, whatever..." I scowl, trying to hide my excitement, my answer being rewarded with kiri's signature smile. Adorable.

"Ok class! Listen up!!" Aizawa yells half-heartedly, "today we have been requested to do a socialising experience and I will be pairing you off to have a nice conversation with another in the class."

WHAT? I have to socialise with one of these losers?! Wow I'm pathetic thinking that, like I'm any better.

"Kirishima and Todoroki, Uraraka and Tsu, Mina and Momo, Jirou and Ojirou...(ect.) and finally, Bakugou and Midoriya for this first round of chatting or whatever"

What?! Im with...deku?! The one my mum constantly compares me to? The boy i wish I could be? The boy I treated horribly wrong?

Could my morning get any worse?! The guilt is so overwhelming. I bullied him. I took out my pent up aggression and anger out on him. I told him to jump off the roof...

Of course I didn't mean it. I wish I never said that or did that. I wish I could just go back in time and change the past or just restart my life. The truth is I look up to him, I admire him and I would never admit it. I know he's better than me, but I've always wanted to be the number one hero. He took that away from me.

Everyone likes him, I'm insecure that I'm not like him. I'm the opposite. My own parents likes him more than me.

Although...maybe I should apologise...it would be the nice thing to do. Kiri's been encouraging me to act nicer. I'll do it for him? Maybe he'll be proud of me...

"Kacchan? You've been zoning out," Deku comments, now standing infront of my desk, everyone scattered around the room and in the corridor, "I-I know we're partners and u-um"

"Let's talk outside," I interrupt abruptly. Let's get this over with.

"O-oh sure.."

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