Bakugou always acts tough and better than everyone on the outside, but that's just a mask used to cover up his mental state. Bakugou has never had the best home life, traumatised by his mum keeping him and his dad silent. His life was at a breaking...
I lay on Eijiro's bed, staring outside the window at the stars.
His hand strokes my thigh and I smile and kiss his cheek.
"Hey Kat?"
"Yeah?"
"I never expected you to be this...affectionate. I really like it when your calm and cuddly" Eijiro explains and I turn over to face him and cling onto his side.
"Why aren't you so calm around everyone else? Like I know I'm your boyfriend but you act so differently at school sometimes..." Eijiro states curiously.
I burry my head into his side.
"I have trust issues," I state blandly and he runs his hand through my hair.
"You don't trust them?"
"No it's not like that...they could use me or be fake friends and I do trust them but I don't want to get too attached. Also people just irritate me easily" I explain.
"But maybe you could try to be a bit nicer? They're not going to judge you I'm sure they'd quite like it. Just be yourself Suki," He states.
"I guess" I start, "I'll be a bit nicer"
"Thank you baby" he says and I blush at the name.
"Get some sleep Kat"
"Let me go to the bathroom first"
"Alright"
I lock the door and stare at myself in the mirror.
Thoughts of the kidnapping play on repeat through my head.
I look to the big scar across my arm where Toga cut and the slight scarring on my neck from the burns. The small, faint scars on my legs from scratching them on the ground.
I scan my face noticing all my imperfections.
The thoughts linger in my head as I use the bathroom and wash my hands. Making sure to scrub as hard as possible so they don't feel dirty afterwards.
My eyes avert to the scale. I stand on it watching the kilograms.
49.7kgs
Is that even healthy??
I look through the doorway and to my picture wall, to distract myself from any negative thoughts.
I made a new addition.
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I've gone all soft and calm. It doesn't feel like me..I'm changing...but for the better.
I lift up my shirt and scan my scars, my stomach, my face. My eyes shimmer red and I stare into them and smile. I look into my eyes and smile.
My soft blond hair down to my feet. This is me. It feels like me. The smile plasters onto my face. I love Eijiro, I love my friends. I love myself.
I'm genuinely happy....I'm getting better.
Closing my eyes, I picture myself in the most beautiful sunset, the sand at my feet and a pretty reflection plastered across the water in front of me. Gazing to my side I see Eijiro, then all my friends playing volleyball on the nets not too far away.
I rest my head in his shoulder. All my favourite things.
No more secrets, no more hiding.
My not so perfect story with a perfect ending.
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