I Thought I Meant Something (HS&LPFF) & (Completed) +Bk 2

Chapter 8 ~ Good Things Come To Those That Wait

After a few days, its hadn’t cleared up with Harry and Liam, Liam was angry, Harry wanted to be forgiven and move on, maybe he didn’t realise how series it was, but the way he’d end up crying in the garden each night maybe he did realize. I didn’t have the guts to hug him or ask him. Louis was having difficulty speaking to him as well. So Louis ended up speaking with me most nights. Louis and Harry were close mates, but no way did I believe they were in love or anything more. Harry seemed way more interested in girls, and I’m not saying that because he is interested in me, its just what I happen to think.

Liam wouldn’t speak with me either, which is hard when the main reason your over there is to become friends with him. Maybe he does blame me, and doesn’t want to hurt my feelings, but if he does, he should say so, sort of simple. The Live While We’re Young video clip was put on hold cause Harry and Liam wouldn’t do it. I’d take walks around and explore, and Louis would be right behind me, I would say by my side, but Eleanor might see at as something to pick on me with so I’m not going to risk it, having Danielle hate me is enough. Louis showed interest to me as a friend, and it’s weird to think I was trying to be friend Liam when I’m actually be friending Louis. I don’t think its wrong, maybe Eleanor will though, so I’m be cautious.

I reckon its alright for guys to have friends that are girls as well as girlfriends, and I think its fair for girls to have guy friends as well as boyfriends, but I don’t know if everyone will agree. Louis cries a lot, and he admits he won’t tell Eleanor about it he thinks it wrong, I know like I said Louis and Harry were close, and now since there not speaking its hard. The band doesn’t seem so close now and that’s a shame, I did get enough courage to write Liam and Harry both a note, and I also told Louis this too. I simply said: Good Things Come To Those That Wait! I hope that’s true, maybe soon Liam and Harry will patch it up, and maybe Harry and Louis will begin speaking with each other, all in time. But my time here is running out, I’ve got to head back in 8 days, I’ve got permission to extend it, but why would I when its un comfortable here, and I’m feeling like I’m to blame. Even Zayn and Niall avoid me! I know, none of them hate me, but I know apart of them blame me, and that still hurts, it shouldn’t but it does, and its cutting me up!

Louis agreed with what I told him, and he reckons that time will heal it all. I’m heading off to bed, when I see Harry, “Hey” he says no delight or happiness in his voice, no light in his eyes “Hey” I say flatly, he comes over to me, well closer “Listen its been tough” he says I nod in agreement “I’m sorry Liam is being a tough nut” “Its hard for him to hear it, like it was hard for you to say it” I say simply, Harry smiles “Thanks for the note by the way lifted my spirits” I smile “its no problem, I hope time heals it” he smiles “how long you got left here?” he asks “Oh eight days” I reply “I wish time would hurry up, I don’t mean for you to go, but I mean for it to fix it self, and have some fun before you leave, there’s something I’ve been meaning to ask you, and right now’s not the best time, wish it could be” he says simply, turns around and heads inside.

I make my way to my granny flat, and fall asleep just dreaming.

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A/N!

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Thanks 2 My Mum for the Chapter Title, xxx :)

MJ