I Thought I Meant Something (HS&LPFF) & (Completed) +Bk 2

Chapter 10 ~ Date Night

Friday comes in no time, and I find my self nervous, a first date, well I have been out with other guys before like Liam, but it wasn’t a romantic evening, back at Aus I never dated anybody before, but this will be my first date, I’m over breathing, to hard to fast, I pick up the phone and ring my Mum. We speak and I tell her all my worries and everything, and she gives me much needed support. I thank her, and tell her to give my love to Dad, and I’ll be enjoying seeing them in a couple of days.

Harry knocks on my door, and I about jump out of my skin, shocked, and scared. Some type of courage makes me open the door, with a trembling heart, a trembling mind, and a trembling hand. Harry stood smiling, something about him, made me stop trembling, he offered his hand, and I gave my hand so gently to him to hold. “Your beautiful” he had whispered, and I knew by the look in his eyes he meant it, I wanted so hard to give him a complement cause he looked like an amazing young handsome man, but I didn’t have enough courage, I prayed sometime during the night I’d tell him exactly what I thought.

We drove in silence to the restaurant, every part of me, told me that I was scared, I trembled, I tried hard to make sure Harry didn’t notice or see. But he did notice, he did see, and he pulled over and turned to me, “You alright Love?” he had asked, his voice awakened me, I was so deep inside my head it was amazing. “I’m alright” I had choked out, I know I didn’t mean it, I couldn’t, I was trembling, shaking, my heart was racing, I am not good, but no way am I turning back, turning around now. I force myself to breath, to say one single sentence. “I’m fine Harry, I am” I say I try not to tremble, try not to shake, try to make it sound believable. Harry doesn’t buy it. “This isn’t your first date” I say shakily “Its alright Love” he says “really, it be fine” he starts the car, and we drive to the restaurant I tremble all the way. He opens up the car door for me, and I give him my hand shakily, he smiles softly, but this time it doesn’t have the same affect.

“Table for Styles” Harry says at the door, we are seated, the waiter smiles, I know its not Harrys first time here, many girls I bet have come here with Harry. Harry looks at me and smiles “Calm down” he says “I’m not going to bite you” “are you sure?” I ask cautious “I know so” he smiles, and looks at the menu. We order, and he turns all his attention to me.

“I’m glad I did what I did, cause you wouldn’t be here, I wouldn’t know someone from Australia, Liam and the other guys as well wouldn’t know you, I’m grateful, they should be slightly to” I just look down to the table “It caused a lot of pain though, and it was hard for me, it was hard to read rumours and lies, with your name on the front cover, with something new each day, to me its not worth it” Harry is silent “I understand what you mean, I mean some days I’d wish to turn back the clock, fix it all up, but its been an experience, you’ve enjoy some of it right, not all bad right?” I smile for the first time “yea” I say “its been an amazing experience, and no its not all bad, like this for example its amazing”

“I’m going to miss you, will you return?” Harry asks, I look up at him “I’d like to, I hope each visit gets a bit better, and the media will keep away” Harry smiles “I hope it is, and I hope they do” he says “You’ve been a real inspiration to us, we never dreamed of having a fan like you as a friend” I just smile, and hide a blush. “I know a long distance relationship won’t work” he says, and his eyes meet mine “I know I’m not going to try it, either” he says we both smile “I hope that you’ll come back in a hurry” he looks dreamily “will be doing a tour round Aus, later this year, maybe we can catch up, but I hope you’ll be coming back here before then” I don’t answer, what can I say? I know the truth is he’s famous, and I’m just some average girl picked accidentally and given this amazing one chance in a lifetime. I know my words have deserted me, there’s much I could add, there’s much I’d like to say, to tell him. But I don’t.

Our meal comes, and I let myself get lost in the moment, I drown in the setting, the place, I sink into the amazingness of it all, I smile, Harry smiles, maybe he knows what I’m thinking, how I’m feeling, maybe I don’t need words, to describe how I’m feeling. We both don’t speak much over our meal.