I Thought I Meant Something (HS&LPFF) & (Completed) +Bk 2

Chapter 13 ~ Make Up Letter

Dear Miss Mary-Joy H,

I’m trying to be as formal as I can,

Cause you deserve it,

Cause I messed up real badly,

I guess its to late right?

Four weeks later I send this to you, and I know you’re mad at me,

You were mad at me the moment you left, I know,

saying sorry won’t just fix it,

I wrecked our relationship again, our friendship,

I don’t know why I wanted something more, I guess I needed to fill the gap inside me the lost, but your not the girl who was going to do that, you were a friend, but you meant something more I thought you could mean even more, but what was a long shot, a chance I shouldn’t have taken,

Our friendship has been through the rappers I know, I helped with that, Harry is torn up, Louis is upset, Niall thinks its his fault, Zayn he doesn’t know what to think, we are a mess,

We don’t get friendship like you, often actually ever, its rare really rare, I should have been more careful, I should have never crossed that line,

I shouldn’t have been there that night, when you were with Harry, I shouldn’t have gone off, I shouldn’t have got mad, I shouldn’t feel the way I do, but I do,

Man.

I know how deep my mistakes are when I write it like this,

MJ,

Would you ever re consider coming back?

Maybe 3rd time lucky?

Maybe hey?

I know Harry liked you, and you didn’t mind Harry,

And I got insecure thinking that you and him might be something more, while I’m stuck dateless, you know,

Still no real excuse for my bad immature actions,

But think about it MJ,

Please, I’ll behave; really I’ll behave promise,

Ur EX friend Liam Payne 1D!

What a sorry letter, what a make up letter! I smile, thinking how lucky I am to get something so thoughtful. Parts of me want to hold onto what we had, can I blame Liam for wanting to be mean something more? I can and I can’t. I know I’ll have to try my best not to blame him. I know maybe it can work out. And big parts of me hope it does.