Mason Mount and Y/N Grealish

Chapter 23, The worries of Y/N

Y/N: (Since you couldn't sleep you got up slowly)

*Since you were still in Mason's arms before, he woke up and didn't think anything else about it until he saw you go into the kitchen and didn't come back for a long time.*

Mason: (Also gets up and comes into the kitchen to check on you.) Y/N?

Y/N: (Wiping away tears)

Mason: Y/N, what's wrong, why are you crying?

Y/N: Nothing, I'm fine. (seeming sad)

Mason: Please don't lie to me, I can see something is wrong. You can tell me anything.

Y/N: But I don't know how to tell you.

Mason: (sits down at the kitchen table) Why don't you sit down first?

Y/N: (sits down)

Mason: (puts his arm behind your back) Is it something to do with me?

Y/N: (sighs)

Mason: It has something to do with me, am I right?

Y/N: Yes, it does.

Mason: I'm not going to rip your head off, no matter what, tell me, maybe I can help you then.

Y/N: But there is nothing to help with this issue.

Mason: Just talking about helps too.

Y/N: But...

Mason: Everything turned out fine before and everything will be fine now.

Y/N: But what if you break up with me again afterwards?

Mason: (shocked) Why should I? Is it that bad?

Y/N: (shrugging)

Mason: Did you kill someone?

Y/N: No, what makes you think that??

Mason: Well you said it was so bad that I might break up, but if you haven't killed anyone I think there will be a solution.

Y/N: Well, I'm afraid I'm not doing you justice.

Mason: Oh Y/N, why is that, you're so great, I love you.

Y/N: Yeah, Jack always preaches that to me, but this time it's not just my self-doubt.

Mason: What exactly are you getting at?

Y/N: (Gathering all her courage) Well, I'm not sure, but it could be that I'm asexual.

Mason: (thinking for a moment) I'm sorry, but what exactly does that mean.

Y/N: Well, I definitely love you, but if I'm asexual, it's not in a sexual way, or only rarely and a little. (Trying to talk your way out of it) But maybe I'm just not ready yet.

Mason: (relieved) Oh Y/N, Don't worry about that yet. I love you and will stay with you even if you are, love is so much more than that one thing. Spending time, having fun, trusting each other and so on is far more important.

Y/N: You wouldn't mind?

Mason: No I wouldn't, and between you and me, this could also be the case with me, but...

Y/N: What? (pleasantly surprised)

Mason: Yeah, but didn't know that this has a name

Y/N: (laughs) Yeah

Mason: but even wer'e we're both asexual, we'll get through this together, because that's what love is, together through everything.

INFO: If you want to know more about this topic, you should Google it.

Y/N: Thank you Mase.

Mason: We just enjoy our time together and the other things will work out as they do. And whether it's me or you or both of us, then so be it. I'll stay with you no matter what because I love you and don't wanna lose you.

Y/N: I love you too. (hugging him)

Mason:  And if the subject or anything else is still bothering you, please talk to me and try not to hide it.

Y/N:Thank you for everything.

Mason: Always with pleasure. But now we should really get some sleep, I don't think you've slept much, have you?

Y/N: Actually nothing at all.

Mason: Come on, have a drink and then we'll go back to bed. (gives you a glass of water)

Y/N: Thank you (drink).

Mason: And don't forget to cuddle.

Y/N (smiling) That's the most important thing.

Mason: I know love.

*You both went back to bed and now you could fall asleep very quickly.