Lauren's Letters (Sequel To Hurt By The One I Loved)

Dear Steven

Alanna's POV

I gave reading letters another chance, I have to do this for Lauren, I have to make it through all 33 letters. 33 letters is what she wrote, 33. Only 33, but why 33? Why was it 33? I mean 33, let us think about that, she was 32, turning 33 on January 7th 2015, she killed herself October, 16th, 2014. Fifteen days before the premiere. All because of 'Yerratos' aka Steven & Christian. I tore open the purple envelope, and started to read it quietly, so Emily could hear too.

'Dear Steven Yeun,

Last night you decided to break up with me. How fucking great, and to make it worse, you wrote a letter, AND YOU USED EMILY'S FUCKING SONG. EMILY'S MOTHER FUCKING SONG. Why couldn't you have done it face to face? Or at least just been like, "Hey Lauren, umm I don't think this is working anymore, I'm sorry." That would've been better, well, no it wouldn't have because, I love you. And even though you broke my heart, I still love you. I shouldn't, but I do. I'd rather be doing what a regular 32 year old does, go to Starbucks, Connect with fans, Go to con's, Meet Maggie Cosplayers, and Stalk fan pages, but no. I can't, because I am obsessed with you, Mr. Yeun. Well, maybe I should go do one of those things, instead of writing to you, because when I'm dead, are you even gonna read these??

Love,
Lauren Cohan'

Alanna's POV

I can't keep reading these letters, they make me hate Steven, and I love him too, Lauren knew, but it was always a joke between us, like, "Hey, guess who Steven winked at today!" Or "Guess who got a hug from Steven today!" Those kinds of things, not hating Steven because he broke your heart, I'll just have Emily read the letters, I mean, its not like I promised Lauren I'd read them, right?

Emily's POV

∞ two days later ∞

Alanna told me she couldn't read the letters anymore, and it's bullshit to me because she promised Lauren. But, no those promises don't matter anymore because "I don't want to hear bad things about Steven.' I guess I'm in this alone.

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A/N:

Worst
Chapter
Ever
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