Lauren's Letters (Sequel To Hurt By The One I Loved)

Dear Steven

'Dear Steven,

Today you wore a red flannel with a white tank top, and blue jeans to set. It was so hot. It was hard not to stare, but I still did, it was the day after I found out about you and Christian, it was hard going to work, I hated work, and it was always my favorite place. But today, it just had to be even worse. We had a kissing scene, usually they were my favorite but not anymore, I guess I still liked them, but Christian hated me even more then she had before. She was always kinda iffy, but I guess that's what happens when you like the same person. But anyways back to filming, we had to film the scene 13 times. 13 fucking times of having to kiss you, it hurt on the inside, but on the outside I loved it. So 13, it was always our number, so it was kind of ironic. 13. When we would hang out we'd go go pizza places and get 13 slices of pizza only though I only ate 2 slices and you ate 3. But 13 was what we always got. Today was when we went to dinner, we went to the same pizza place you wanted to go to the week before, but I saw you and Christian making out, so I stayed home and faked being sick. I was so hurt I couldn't even stand to be with my best friend, and I never knew I could be that hurt. I just wish you would have loved me, because maybe we could've gotten married and had two kids. A boy and a girl. I always day dreamed and I even thought of names. Brice Carter Yeun, and Alanna Brianna Yeun. Yeah, we'd name our girl Alanna, why? Because Alanna was my best friend, and I'd totally name my kid after her, plus Alanna is a super cute name if you think about it. But it can never happen, because you love Christian, and if you're reading this, I'm dead.

Love,

Lauren Cohan'

Alanna's POV

"She was gonna name her kid after me?" I asked myself quietly as I felt the tears fall off my cheeks. It was 2:34 am and I couldn't sleep, I've had a total of about 13 hours of sleep in the past two weeks. I was reading without Emily, and I shouldn't have been but I couldn't stop thinking of Lauren. The realization just now started to hit me, I was gonna call her and talk to her, and then I realized, She's Dead. I just can't fucking believe it. I sat up, and buried my face into my hands, and I started screaming and crying, I just broke down I needed to let everything out. I would never get to talk to my over half again. I would somehow get my revenge on Steven and Christian.

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A/N

Sorry I haven't updated 😁

I met the cast 😭🙌💜

Alanna was cool asf so I have a fan fic idea I've had forever so I already have a new idea. 😌👌

It's like 11 and I'm tired af so night 😂💖