Togetherness

Chapter 2

Hey again, so his may be posted in the morning or it may be at night but I know that I'm typing it up at 10:48 on a Friday. Anyways lets onto ur into chapter 2.
THERE WILL BE SLURS IN THIS CHAPTER
~Ash's POV; 7 days before the promposal~

I sit here in my room, at my computer thinking of the best way to prompose to him. I want to do something simple but romantic like a small scavenger hunt to make him really work for it. But that seems a bit mean and over the top for him. Maybe leave a trail of small stones for him to lead him to me. Yeah that might work.

Now what kind of stones should I use, I mean he loves the color green so that's going for me. Maybe some jasper and some different kinds of agate. And use his neighbors garden I mean daaamnnnnnnn that flower arch is beautiful. Yeah, I'm gonna use it.

~Luca's POV~

I want to talk to him. I want to see him. I want to hug him and touch him and maybe even kiss him. But he wouldn't want to, not with me. i think I need a walk. I hoist my self out of bed and slip my hoodie over my head and see my hair fluff out of the top in the mirror. I giggle a little before going down the stairs and slipping on my vans. I notice in another mirror how boney I am. You are ugly and disgustingly scrawny. The thoughts fill my head and I feel the tears well up in my eyes. He won't ever love you or find you remotely attractive. More tears. I feel the first one spill. And then the next one. And then another then they were coming non stop. I start to feel like I couldn't breathe. More thoughts. Ugly. Disgusting. Scrawny. Nasty. Horrid. faggot.
I feel my legs give way and my body hit the floor. Pain. Everywhere. Help. I scream. But nothing comes out. Help. my vision is blurring. Help. All the sudden, black. Help.....

~Ash's POV~

I kinda miss him. Whatever, I'll just go take a shower. Then I'll go get the stones or something. As I turn the water on I can't help but think about what he might be doing. Maybe he is thinking of me to. I take off my shirt. And then my sweats. Leaving me in just my boxers. My hair covered my eyes and I had slight muscles, I think I'm kind of hot. I guess. I take off my boxers and get into the water. I start to wash my hair and picture him. I think of his eyes. And his petite face. And his small frame. God I am in love with this boy.

-After his shower cause I'm lazy-

I got dressed into my usual and grabbed my wallet. And my keys. Then I left to the rock place. When I got there I saw the best mix of green medium sized gems. I grabbed it and went to ring it up.

-Another time skip-

~Luca's POV~

After I calmed down from whatever just happened I crawled into my bed. Maybe the voices were right. Maybe I'm not good enough.....

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